Thursday, 30 September 2010

University group

Hi!
Since the beginning of the studying we had an idea to meet and make a little party with the whole our group, but everytime something happened. We couldn't decide which day would be the most suitable for this meeting... Anyway it finally happened :)

Yesterday evening we met and the fun began... Unfortunately, not the whole group went for this 'party', but still we had 11 people there and it was great!
We went to the bar and spent there almost the whole eve. Then we went to the Festival square (the main square of our city with the huge fountain in the center of it).There we had a little photosession ^^

Some of them you can see at my fb profile if we are friends there ;)

The night was awesome and I hope we'll have such party very soon again!
And I also want to tell my dear friends thank all of you, guys! That was great evening!

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

Autumn nights

Autumn greets us with new colours
No fresh green grass
And left no beautiful flowers
Even light of stars
Became cold and heavy clouds
Poured only cold rain on us

Moon is too pale
Nights are longer
And no fairy tale
Makes hope stronger

Is it so hard to forget
Everything that heart kept?

Please, sing for me this sad song
Oh cold wind, whisper to me
Tales of ancient times so forlorn
Call is like drop in the sea
So tiny, it's all alone
Reminding of tears and my feel

Moon is too pale
Air became much colder
And no fairy tale
Making no sense, not longer

Is it so hard to forget
Everything that heart kept?

Silent touch, every move
Secret unseen
Tears fallen for you
Pain within
Dreams became true
Now I only sing

Silence will take us once
And left no farewell, no glance
That will remind of us

Moon is too pale
Heart left in vain
Writing the last fairy tale
For my secret pain

It is too hard to forget
Everything that heart kept

Saturday, 25 September 2010

Around

Walking around through million of sounds
Hearing calling of voices like the sea
Childish laughter on the playgrounds
Maybe this pain was made for me

Walking through this night
Time of sparkling moonlight
Reminding me of beautiful tide

Breathing cold air and feeling the wind
I closed my eyes and saw paradise
The only I wished to awake the feeling
Of one touch, silent breath, so deep it lies

Silent night fell on the town
Drawing dreams of my own
Angel's love won't fall down

Singing the silence dwelling within
Dumb prayer of my heart
Awakens both fear and believing
Washing with tears this part

Hidden dream
My downfall
Beauty of sin
Your silent call
No lie within
Just tears of soul

Same verses written on the paper
With bloodred ink
Still song is now my only saviour
Lifewine that you drink
Living deep inside me forever

Friday, 24 September 2010

Beware Cold Lies

Tell me what to do when I lost my way
Where I have to go, what I should find
Lying not breathing under red sun ray
Every pain faded, just left behind

That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

Having been asked for thousand of times
What lies beneath the truth
Still heart whispers "Beware cold lies"
I beg angels to pray for you


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

All that makes me feel
It lives dwelling within
Being a part of me

Name lying on lips is so dear for me
Seven signs to awake the memory
To show kind heart of thee

(One little meet
That's all I need)


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

Child's hoping heart
Became ones more than hope
Now it's full of love
Dream me back home


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh
 That feel dwells in me
Little heart prays for thee

My longing you see
Your silent dream I wish to be...

Thursday, 23 September 2010

Shadow Angel

End of this day
Became so dead
End of my way
Was once said

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

Still walking my path
Nothing could hurt worse
Than broken heart's love
Oh, Christ, how it hurts

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me, just let me feel

After going to the darkness
Heart didn't beat
It rests in dead silence
But one calls for it
Giving to it your defense

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Broken dreams for a virgin
Dead poisoned kiss for an angel
Sinful wish setting soul on fire
This deep secret power of desire

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Shadow angel, save me from pain
Don't let me do wrong again
Please, save me one more time

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

Petals

I cannot just write
About bright stars above
Brightness of white
Cry about beauty of love
Long sleepless night
Moments without pure warmth

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But what could I do
If they don't see truth

Autumn is here but tree is still blooming
Why is it so - who knows
It's not afraid of heavy storm and cold wind
Even time that flows
Beauty of flowers' grace made me feel it
I don't care about all crowds

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But I don't care about these words
There left no heart that hurts

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving tiny child's cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Could you see
Every dream is a part of reality
It lives in me
Gentle touch of angel's sanity

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But I don't care about these words
There left no heart that hurts

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

It's slowly gone..

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Follow the path leading astray
Think of me
Only once to make this way
That angels could only see
Take it till the end

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

Deep-Blue Paradise

The same beginning of sleepless night -
Silence, darkness, but one tiny light
Shines for me here and now
All this still makes me howl

No stars I can see 
Because of heavy clouds
Like dark pain in me
Suffering of thousand souls
Hope dwelling within

Writing this endless story of heart
I wished those tears had left apart
Pale grey dawn would kill
Heart's pain, my deep thrill

No stars I can see 
Because of heavy clouds
Like dark pain in me
Suffering of thousand souls
Hope dwelling within

Hand in hand
Eyes to eyes
No words to understand
Just deep-blue paradise

Touch for touch
Silent kiss
Is that too much
Eternal bliss

No stars I can see 
Because of heavy clouds
Like dark pain in me
Suffering of thousand souls
Hope dwelling within


Monday, 20 September 2010

Singing :)


Hello!

As I wrote before I'm a bit ill now so I don't visit university now. Today I was at home as well and had a holiday ^^ (one more).

Watching series as True Blood, The Vampire Diaries and also singing my favourite songs became a tradition of the last days... he, he. :) 


At the afternoon I visited the doctor. Happy time is when you're standing in a hell long queue of angry like devil people and waiting. I've spent in such queue for 2 hours and then got that I have to stay at home for 2 days. Great!! :\ But still I feel better now.


The whole evening I'm singing the songs from Tarja's new album such as Falling Awake, Until My Last Breath, Little Lies and so on. ;)

So the evening is still nice :) Hope you all have a great time too!

Also hope to hear from you soon! 




Sunday, 19 September 2010

For you...dear

So many verses I've written for you
Sea of my tears, darkness through fears
Whispering silence covered dreams about you
My secret devotion will follow you for years

The only your glance
Made me loose my breath
Just one only dance
Made sweet even death
I long to feel you just once

Recalling memories the deepest ones
writing emotions of dearest heart
Telling short stories about true loves
I've cried for the lives of my own part

Silent whisper of leaves
Reminds me of you
Running through cold northern winds
Dreaming of love, so pure holy and true 
Through long night someone silently sings

Millions of times I tried to tell this
But you through that was a lie
No trust, no truth, no destiny's kiss
How couldn't you hear my painful cry?

Silent night prayer for one only meet
Not asking for more, I could understand
I wish I could stop this moment of fleet
Just look in your eyes slowly whispering that
I feel for you, dear, just feel so really deep

Never I wanted to hurt you
Maybe the heart cannot still get 
How could it be really true
But I feel for you without regret

Heart's Fever

Tell me that I'm right
Let me feel touch of the light
Dream me through this night

How could I be such a fool?
Still answer is silence
Just a whisper "I don't want to loose you"
These words made some sense
Isn't this true

Tell me that I'm right
Let me feel touch of the light
Dream me through this night
Leaving no place to run, no shade to hide
Just a touch, so slight
But it made me feel alright

Remember the verse
Of the hand that still writes
Not of the heart that hurts
The bleeding soul that hides
The little words in the letter's end "Still yours"

Tell me that I'm right
Let me feel touch of the light
Dream me through this night
Leaving no place to run, no shade to hide
Just a touch, so slight
But it made me feel alright

Tell me that I'm now right 
Let me feel touch of the light
Dream me through...
Tell me that I'm right
Let me feel touch of the light
Leaving me no place to run, no shade to hide
If you caught me then never let me fade into the night

You caught me... just never let me go
Never go...
I'm caught...
Never leave me alone..

Tell me that I'm now right 
Let me feel touch of the light
Dream me through this night
Tell me that I'm right
Let me feel touch of the light
Leaving me no place to run, no shade to hide
If you caught me then never let me fade into the night

Broken Internet connection...

I'm sorry for that I haven't written here for so long. 

I haven't got Internet for 4 days and it was just living hell! :\

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Truly Yours

Bright eyes wide open
High hopes unbroken
World of dreams is waiting
Little heart still has faith in
One secret meet
"My love lies so deep"

No wish to prove anything
I'm tired of lies and deceiving
Another deep believing
Turned into unrequited feeling

I've tried so hard
Wrote one then another part
But you did not understand,
Didn't find the path to the land
Of childish dreams
Without black cold sins

Could heart beat being broken?
Could words sound being unspoken?
Soul hurts because it was open
So now I'm praying for heaven

You're still so close to my soul
Almost wrote it in the song
Knowing the truth made you believe
That pure heart cannot deceive
Once silent voice was right
"If you love you should fight"

So I will keep on fighting
Fallen star will enlighten
Dark path so frighten
Giving me wings for flying

You could hate me because of this story
Erasing all words, hiding all the memory
But I can do nothing against this feeling
Just the way to express that I have within
For every verse I'm sorry
Yours, so truly

A Reason

Could you stop for a second and look back for a while?
Reminding of mortality of everything
Look deep in my eyes and see teary heart of a kind
Try to find the real feel hidden within
Do you see pain 'n' sadness behind the smile?

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me the light that leads me astray

Do you feel this emptiness inside?
Night dream through the stars 
Could you see the tears I tried to hide?
Light of destiny shines for us
Northern star will lead you being your guide

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me one more reason to stay

Look at me
You'll see the tears in my eyes
Feel it deep 
Flame of fear turns into the ice
Take me in 
Let me see lands of paradise

Angel's touch, devil's fear
Child's heart, poet's tear
Dark secret sins flying near

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me the light that leads me astray
(Give me one ore reason to stay)
 
Follow my path through the rain 
Through the cold storm
Move away virgin's deepest pain
Let me feel your warmth
Of your tender heart, revive me again
Sing with me the last song

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me the light that leads me astray

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me the light that leads me astray
(Give me one ore reason to stay)

Follow my silent cry
You know the reason why
Wish lies in the starlit sky
Deep with of the heart of mine
Sparkling tear in blue eye...

Pain lives in
Like a poisoned dream
It's never gone, forever within

Follow my silent prayer
Hold me tight forever
Just see these tears and move them away
Give me the light that leads me astray
(Give me one ore reason to stay)

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Keep Silence

Just a word, not a story
Silent call of dear memory
Let me say it till the end
While you're holding my hand

Just let me tell this tale
Of song of little nightingale

Please, keep the silence
Let me say
Try to feel this sense
Don't push me away

Give me more time to prove my feel
One more chance to tell that it's real

Please, keep the silence
Don't break tiny soul
Just watch my dance
Again hear this song

One more time recall the past
It hasn't turned to dead dust

Just keep silence
Follow secret sense
Enter this night dance

Just keep silence
Follow heart's sense
Enter my soul's dance

Make me feel the pain
Don't stop
Let me suffer again
Seconds so hot
No dream of cold rain

Make me feel you 
Revealing the truth
Forever I'll be for you

Just keep silence
Watching this night dance
Of my dreamy fantasy
Calling back sweet memory.... 


Monday, 13 September 2010

First lesson... :)


Hi there! 

Today was a great day - the sunny weather, pretty warm outside and only one subject - Maths. It was a bit hard, but it's still okay ;)

And also today I've signed up into the dance group. Maybe I told that some years ago I've studied the ballroom dances for 4-5 years, but then I gave them up. Still I love dance, sometimes when none can see me I dance....

So tomorrow I'll have my first dance lesson and I can't wait for it! ^_^

 

Dreams

Every tear like a drop of cold rain
Every fear is just dust in the wind
Still the nightmare calls me again
This river brings me to the dreams unseen
Making scream fade away

Warmth of heart
Pain left apart
Until I could feel again

Kindness of soul
Taking it all
'till you could see me once more

Darkness' embrace like black cruel grace
Took all anguish away
Through the crowd I see only your face
Like tiny light it shows me the way

Could you believe
Or still you could not
But heart will beat
For you, 'cause I never forgot

Hate me
Blame me
Kill me
Or let me live

Shame on me
Cure lies in thee
Just don't kill my memory

Dream of child through the dying sight
That you could see
Silence of wood, dark starlit night
All that is just a dream

Who can explain why is it so hard
To love and long for another pure heart?

Why silence is tearing my soul?
Why should I be lost 'n' forlorn?
Just hear heart's call

Follow the pain
Dry the bitter rain
Make me feel again

Every scream like unspoken silence
Living in me, the dearest feeling
Every dream like the broken defense
Keeping the tears within ...
Forever I hide my deepest sense

Sunday, 12 September 2010

Hope flows through dearest memory
Like the fast river it took everything 
Ever calling for those days dwelling within
Catch the moment to make me see
What pain lives in thee...

Why we are live
Why someone has to die
Without a weep or a cry
Tell me why...

I try to recall old days of past
Not to make them the last
But time, it flows so fast
Turning us into grey dust
Giving the only moment of lust

Why we fall in love
Why want to come 
To return back home
To believe in one hope...

Show me the sky without clouds
Just I could see the stars
Reveal to me feelings without bounds
The story of beauty behind the bars

Why we fall
Giving no call
Forgetting them all
The same song...

The Heart

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart
So blind 'n' callous beast drowning in lies
Slowly dying in the darkness of night
Still hoping it's death would save human lives

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song

Blackhearted virgin weeping for broken dream
If only she knew that's just the beginning
She cares her deepest hope, secret oath within
That girl wrote down her innermost believing
But who cares about those hopes hidden deep in

Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song

That story of a dead poet praying for heaven
It lives and will live in me
But who knows what could once happen
After the last ever dream
Is gone and there is none to hold... what then?

Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

My last prayer would be for the soul, so dear
One breath for the heart that's beating near
Last ever touch to awaken your feel
Remember this truth is real

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

For my deepest fear I've lost everything
For your bitter tear I gave my last believing
And believe I'd do everything for your saving...

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Words are mocking my soul
The heart of your own
Our lives written in a song

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot 
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Friday, 10 September 2010

Through The Secrets

Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Cover the heart with your warmth
Reveal the sacramental magic of moment to me
Discover the beauty of devoted love
Remind with only word of innermost memory
Show me deep passion none ever saw

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before 
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Cherish a hope
Catch a right moment
Cut the rope
Follow the seducing scent

Would I return if you call?
Long time, my pride - it doesn't matter
Only you save me from the fall
To move away all tears, to make me feel better

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Still I know that I could trust you...

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Dream me through your memory
Bring me to the magic scenery
Give me this holy sense of life, just let me see...

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Could I believe
That you wouldn't deceive?

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Oblivion made you see
Pure soul of me
Awakening the feeling
The dream and memory
Cherishing from the cold wind
Just follow the melody
That I'm still singing

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Through your secrets my way is going on
Through your secrets my way is going on
Through your secrets my way is going on

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

Like it was ....


It happened 5 or 4 years ago, I suppose... Yes, it was maybe 4 years ago when my mother brought Come Cover Me video.

The song became my favourite in 5 minutes. 
And still it can't bother me when I'm listening to it for 1000000000 time :) 

I was impressed so much with Tarja's voice and so sad but beautiful lyrics that in two weeks mom got all Nightwish albums for me. The second favourite was Two For Tragedy and Feel For You, as far as I can remember.... 

Music made my heart beat with another rhythm and showed everything in a bit different way making unknown things clearer. 

In some years I've started to write my own lyrics having a great influence of the first song of Nightwish I've heard then... 
I hope that someday I will create my own band, anyway everyone could have a dream ;)



Tuesday, 7 September 2010

Should angel die?

Flying dream through winter night
Painful tear, so loving sight
Heart was broken on two halves
Whisper calling for true deep loves

Deep blue eyes like stormy sky
Dreamy thoughts without a lie
Tears are falling, time passing by
Through every night goes dumb cry
Should little angel die?

Another feel, dearest embrace
Sweet warmth within mine true sense
Still hurtful pain
Make me suffer again

Beauty of blood
Memory from heart
Full of thrill sight
You're holding me tight

Deep blue eyes like stormy sky
Dreamy thoughts without a lie
Tears are falling, time passing by
Through every night goes dumb cry
Should little angel die?

Fatal night when eyes weren't blind
Just one pure kiss awakened my mind
Your soul I still feel it inside

Through all songs
Through dark nights
This way still goes on

Deep blue eyes like stormy sky
Dreamy thoughts without a lie
Tears are falling, time passing by
Through every night goes dumb cry
Should little angel die?

Should little angel die?

Why should she die?
Just tell me why?
Revive my deep cry
Give only one sigh
Just don't let heart die...

Dreamy eyes like stars in the sky
Tears, they had passed by
Through cold winter night goes silent cry
Just do this for the heart of mine
Don't let little angel die... (x2)

Don't let heart die... (x3)

Monday, 6 September 2010

Autumn Leaves

Leaves are slowly falling 
Silent whisper of wind calls through the air
Raindrops are still calling 
Night voices speak my name with care
Shadows are silently drawing 

Song flows through silence 
Time slowly flies behind
Heart's call, soul's innocence
Dear memory lives in my mind

Wind's howling
Goes through the depth of dreams
Bell's tolling
Awakens my secret feelings
But why am I falling?

Melodies, they're calling me
Voices, they're singing for me
Memories that are filling thee
Choices that made us be

Make us be who we really are

Touch the heart 
Sail through my dream
Tides left apart
Gain that we're seeking 

Make us seek that we once lost

Holy prayer in time
For a little child
Whisper words of mine
Lead me in the night
(Leave all fears behind)

Burnt leaves, dead hopes
Lost dreams, forlorn loves

Burnt leaves, dead loves
Lost dreams, forlorn hopes


The truth makes us see
That lies make us blind
Salvational light lies deep
Dear hope of this night
(Your heart became mine)


 

Saturday, 4 September 2010

Goodnight kiss

Fading with lies
Being cold like ice
Fall is in all the tries

From the deepest wishes
I care for your sweet dreams
Taking all lies and poisoned kisses
I moved away your darkest sins

Trying to change the world
We fall again and again
Still soul is much better than gold
With it's tears and pain

Life, it's just the one
Don't leave it, never gone
Silent cry or a song
Fairy-tale written so long 
So long ago... 

Day or night
Darkness or light
What do you see
When you look at me?

Long way to go or short trip 
Sweet dream or a nightmare to see
The whole night or life to sleep
Dear memory still lives in me
Hidden sense of that whisper to keep 

Shadows flying near
There is no harm in them
Voice of so pure, so dear
Still it's calling for my name

Pale moonlight
Dark night 
Silent sigh

For you was silent whisper of wind
Drunken thoughts of secret hopes
I pray for innocent wishes we all need
Our lives are like those beautiful songs
For you I'll make the path that will lead
You to the heart, for beauty it still longs...

My Last Ever Wish

I've been waiting for so long
Dreaming of the one
Who would make me write the song
About love never gone
Then heart couldn't go wrong

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I would die for you if I may)

My soul longs for you
Forever I remember you

Since my birth through the whole life
I go whispering the dear name
Through deep pain and cruel strife
I was calling your sweet name

My heart longs for you
Forever I pray for you

Pain of shame follows me
Till one last ever breath
Dreamy touch made heart feel
Memory stays with me till death
You promised you'd never leave

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

Remember just one
Forever, even if I'm gone
This destiny was once written down

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

Silent touch to awake the feeling
Blind moonlight's weeping for dreaming
Starfall is calling for your deepest believing
My soul longs for yours
Poor heart still burns

You don't want to see
The pain of me
But still you make me suffer

Heart was once broken
Prayer unspoken
Superstition awoken
'cause I wished to heal deep wounds of your soul

You don't want me to cry
Always giving a try
But still you make me suffer only more

Walking through the darkest times
Beneath the pain, beneath all lies
You gave me wings to fly
To be alive and surf in sky
Drying tears falling from my eyes
You showed me the path to paradise

Call for a prayer
Shot for a cruel slayer
One last sight of this sinful world
Forgotten words of the bleeding soul
Turned into saddest ever song

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

One sigh for fevering entreaty
Hoping to go through Eternity
Love would stay in my memory
Keeping with care your sanity

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

Read in my eyes the last ever wish
I know you what will you see
Dreams of the secret night kiss
Tears in the eyes of thee
Your silent touch, my eternal bliss

Tears of loneliness faded away
Leave the sword as it lay
Forget old sins and pray
See bright light of the day
(I will die for you if I may)

Life turned into one flight
It's gone with one fight
Giving a sight and hiding the light

Play this melody
Purity of tune
It lives in me
It lives in you
Close eyes and see
The words were true

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

The first day in uni....

Today was my first day in university... :) 
Well, what can I say.. it was awesome! So many new things to know, fast running between 5 buildings of uni, 'cause all classes are in different lecture-halls... 

My group isn't very big, only 20 people... 

At all I'm happy because of today, but still a bit tired :)