26th November

For ages silence was my home
Making me feel so alone
But once if happened so
From there I had to go
Leaving it all

Every tear is my ever hope
To live, to dream, to love
Silent prayer for poor lost soul
My perfect world  for it I was gone

Leaving it all
Dreaming of fall
Living by call

My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind

For  holy rest I wished to be
Turning into a dream in thee
I was flowing away for weeping again


My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind


Tearing apart for this wicked game
Calling for days, for so dear name
I cried again to be just a dream...


My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind

Just a tale (short story)

She came home after a hard day.Feeling not very well she tried to make up her mind, but she couldn't.
"Why it happens to me?' asked she in whisper. "Why I feel in that way... why?'
She couldn't understand what she felt, still her heart told her that she was in love.

***

"Dear diary,
I don't know what to do now... I've lost my way and now I just don't know which path I have to follow..
What should I do? Oh, just too many questions left without an answer..."

She stopped her writing for a second thinking about something. And then wrote the following:

"But those eyes.... they made me smile and cry, they made у fall and rise... I'll always belong to him...

Oh God, how I wish to tell all of this to him..."

She closed her diary and lay down on the bed. Tears were sparkling in her eyes but she didn't care. The only she felt then was pain of lovelorn, neverending longing... 

Thoughts of dear voice and face were surfing in her mind hurting deeper and deeper. 

Slowly she fell asleep and saw a dream. 

She loved dreams, especially the colorful ones. Very often they came true, but some time had to pass.

This one was short but so real. She saw another dream, not like those she had all last nights. 

It was like a fresh breath of the wind in summer, first snow in winter so pure and clear that she was afraid of that she would forget it. But still she remembered it very well even now when such a long time flew. 

But now she saw another dream, also colorful one. 

'I love you, dear..." whispered she sill sleeping. 

"Me too." answered someone.

"What?" asked she waking up but none was there.

No village party...

Good morning!

This weekend my groupmates and I were going to our friend's cottage.
But the plans changed and we are not going there today. Still we don't know when we'll go there. Maybe only in spring, who knows...

But next week there is a Student's Day and we're going to celebrate it! :D
As always there will be a lot of fun and photos, of course ;-)

Stay tuned! :-)

Some plans for these weekends ;-)

And hi again! :-)

This weekend we will go to the country house of my groupmate. She is a very nice girl and we are now some kind of friends :-)
Also some people of our group will go.

Hope that we'll have a great time there and a lot of fun! :-D
So I'm waiting for this Saturday! ^^

Some news will be posted here later ;-)

University... Part I

Hi everyone!

Today is Wednesday, the third and the hardest day of the whole week because it is the middle of the hard working week.
Actually the lectures that I have on Wednesdays aren't so hard still the day seems to be the awfullest nightmare you've ever had, he he.
Descriptive geometry is slowly becoming one of my favourite subjects. ^_^

But not the higher maths Oo. That's just a living hell, even lectures are so boring that sometimes I fall asleep ;-)
(But that happened to me only once :-P )

And the only tiny light for me today was English lesson. I have English only one time a week and that makes me go mad. (I had 7-8 hours of English a week at school and even that wasn't enough for me :-D )
So now it's a pretty hard time for me... oh oh.

But there are also some positive moments - the students who know English very well could take part in different European competitions, scientific conferences etc. So maybe it will be veeery interesting for me ;-)

See you soon! :-*

Winter, come!

Hello!

Here is still pretty warm and sunny, and I love such weather I want some cold and snow although. :)
And I'm also waiting for winter holidays! Time of snow, Christmas eve and presents, of course! :D

So I hope that time will flow very fast...

Have a nice week! :)