Rain, rain, rain...

Terve kaikille!

Hope you have real summer, don't you? Here is just like season of rain! O.o
For a couple of weeks we have only wet weather and pretty cold wind outside. Even if there is tiny ray of sun it's not for a long time.

Grey clouds are slowly flowing across the sky taking away all the sunshine and warmth.
To be honest, I like such weather. I like when it's not hot outside and you can walk around a lot and enjoy cool air. I just don't like when it's raining almost all day long. Then you have to stay at home and it's pretty boring. :-P

I hope you have a nice weather over there!
Have a nice evening and good night!

-K.

Falling For Shame

Say this one more time
Let me feel it again
Say this one more time
Make me dwell in shame

Falling, losing white wings
Calling, swearing, praying
Crying I've erased all sins
Living, hoping, staying
For another beautiful dream
Making world unseen

Dive with me under water
One more slaughter
Call for another fate
Fading away in the dying day

And again and again
I'll dream in the end of way
Screaming angel's name
For another circle of Hell

Falling, losing white wings

Calling, swearing, praying 

Crying I've erased all sins

Living, hoping, staying

For another beautiful dream

Making world unseen

I cannot see, but still I feel

Darkness touching my skin

Seducing whisper to hear

Lovesong now to enter

Slowly drawing near... 

Falling, losing white wings

Calling, swearing, praying 

Crying I've erased all sins

Living, hoping, staying

For another beautiful dream

Making world unseen

Whisper to me one more time

Let me feel it again

Sing to me one more time

Make me dwell in shame

Tomorrow & Yesterday

Forget it now 'cause it's long gone
Don't think of it again
Pale memory fading away with dawn
But why it brings me pain?
That blessed day for which I still recall


Forget to recall
Change to lose it all
Dream with me now one more time


Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow


Angels are singing a lullaby
But I can't sleep
Tears are falling but why
It hurts so deep
Still losing again I'll try


I will try just one more time
To play the melody of thine
To join the game of old lie


Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow


I'll follow the shade of sunset
To fall in the dark
I'll flow with the rivers of regret
Just to break my heart


The one I wish to be with
Shining star in the sky of my heart
And forever there is one 'if'
Like there is always another 'but'


Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow



Tomorrow and yesterday are equally far away
Far from the stars, so far from us
The dawn will write a new path for a new day
Through the pale a song of nightingale
Will flow, will play to change my yesterday
Just to follow this far tomorrow

Happy Birthday Anette! :)

Moi!
I just wanna say a couple of words about this day. Today is a birthday of our dear and sweet Anette. So I hope that she will have a great day celebrating with her family and friends!

Happy Birthday dear! :-*

In snow, in dreams...

The rain is a drop
In a cup of my dreaming
The moon is a top
Of my own deep feeling

The hope is just all
That I have by now
The dream is a call
I failed somehow...

Another day, another way, another path
I'd go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?
Another dream, another feel, just another hope
I'd fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope
In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light
In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

The one who dwells in rain
Brought me only pain
Writing verse with tears again
I was burning in shame

To call, to hope, to reveal the soul
To run, to hide, to recall the dawn
I fell, I drew, I left behind
For sun, for stars, for the fading night

Another day, another way, another path

I'd go away, or would I stay, what said my heart?

Another dream, another feel, just another hope

I'd fly ahead, whatever felt, cut now this tight rope

In snow so white, in dreams so bright I follow the light

In river so fast my hope and lust will dry in the fallen night

My Sin, My Hope

Tears of rain falling down
Covering dry ground
I feel their touch so cold
Drawing path through the world
I've told my way
In the end of day


Passing the stars, reaching the sky
Nevermore grief, nevermore tears of pain


Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven's gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me


Rainbow is a bridge between
Angels and demons
Single road leading into a dream
Purity of your songs
Drawing signs of time
Deep eyes so divine


Me to suffer again
For long gone pain
Lying under the rain
Me, one to blame
Me to call your name


Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven's gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me




One line is my Heaven and Hell
A verse to write well
One word is my suffering bell
A curse to bear well
Your eyes are my Heaven and my Hell


Through the circles of Hell
Tears will forever dwell
Calling my name, for your pain
Above the Heaven's gate
Invisible hand drew my fate
Engraving your eyes deep on my heart
No suffering for thee
But just more for me


I lie in-between
Two dreams - black and white
Tears withering
But alive, calling for day and night
Forever within
My sin, my hope, my bleeding poor heart

Thinking...

Sometimes we sit in front of the window and see how fast everything changes.
Season by season, day by day time passes by leaving us no moment to rewrite or redo. And if we start remembering what we wished to change we slowly understand that we cannot do it another way now.
Unfortunately, we cannot turn back in time to make it right. And also we cannot stop doing wrong things... But why?
Why human nature is so? Why we could make no stupids, no mistakes?

As all of us I also would like to change something in the past. But I know that I can't do this and it's too late to change the present and therefore future. Maybe it was wrong.. or maybe it's just that thing that someones call destiny. Who knows..

Many people believe in fate, destiny... It has a lot of names, but the meaning is still the same - that is supposed to be will happen anyway.
Why?
Who knows why, but it's so....

Too hot...

Moi!
Have just come from uni. Not a very busy day, but it's so hot outside! Even the wind blowing all the time couldn't help very much. :\
It's around +30 degrees now here. And such heat is hre for a week, I guess...

Who knows when it'll get cooler. But still I hope that next week would be much colder than this one.
Everyone and everything needs a rain here.

So let's hope it'll be better next days..

Have a nice day?evening everyone!

Hugs!
-K