Lullaby

My world goes on
While you are dreaming all
Through the sleep
Across this endless sea

Sleep, my dear, sleep
Let your heart dream
Sleep, honey, sleep
Let the stars shine for you
And night will gently cover you
Dream, sweetie, dream
While worries are far from you
While I am still with you

New dawn will warm you soon
But now just silently rest
Moonlight embracing your room
Winds blow from the West

Dream, dear, dream
Leave all problems pass by
Dream, my love, dream
Let the night sing you a lullaby
Let the stars take your cry
Sleep, sweet, sleep
Cruel world is gone in the dark
Cold will never touch you heart

Sleep, dear, sleep
Don't be afraid, my angel
Dream, just dream
I'm here with you
I'm here for you

Miss you my dear! =* (for Kathy)

Hei! 

Just want to tell a couple of words to my friend who is now so far away, but I really hope she will come back soon. 

And I really hope, dear, that you could read this. :) 

I miss you so much and unfortunately we are writing not so often now... And now sipping coffee and listening to the soundtrack to Vampire Knight I write this letter to you. :P 

I still didn't get the answer but I hope I'll get it soon.. you know what I'm talking about. ;) 

And one more - I hate dentists!!! -.- (надеюсь, что мы сможем поговорить в контакте, тогда я расскажу больше)

So.. I miss you sooooooooooooo much! ♥

Hope to hear from you soon!! 

Take care!!

Hugs and kisses! 

- K.

Riita

Heart feeling forlorn 
Protecting by both 
She cried alone 
Being deeply in love 

Soul torn apart 
Diary written with blood 
Her tears were red 
Still for both she has prayed 

Don't run away, Riita 
Your heart still beating 
But cold 
Don't cry now, Maritta 
Your dream wasn't fleeting 
Not sold
Escape from the labyrinth, dear
Your thrill lives in his bitter tear

She falls, heart hurts
Why, why, why he should suffer?
Just because of my words...
Her soul is torn at two forever

Her dream is for him
Deep love ends with tear
Her feel is his sin
Deadend lies in this fear

Don't try to hide, Riita
Your lies were in vain
But for your pain
Don't fly away, Riita
Your wings are cut by fate
Heart poisoned with hate
That's not your tale to care
Not your nightmare to bear

Riita flies with song never sung
She's torn between two flames
Riita prays for her pain ungone
Still sleeping she whispers both names

Don't cry, Riita
It's too late for tears
You're eating by fears
Don't go, Riita
Your world is written well
So play this perfect hell
Just believe, Riita
It's your main part in this play
Till the very end you will stay


Don't cry, Riita
It's too late for tears
You're eating by fears
Don't go, Riita
Your world is written well
So play this perfect hell
Just believe, Riita
It's your main part in this play
Till the very end you will stay 

Nightmares.. again

I'm tired. No normal sleep makes feel so strange... I don't know why but I'm haunted by nightmares for last couple of weeks. There are no reasons of this...

I'm scared... why is this all happening to me? Like a cruel play written by someone who just wanted to get fun..
I don't want to be a victim. But it seems like I'm getting used to this feeling very fast... Interesting..
What will be the next? Emptiness or madness? Which path I will follow then? What is the end of this story?

I don't want to feel like this. Fear is eating me from inside... I'm tired of this..

Could anyone just explain what is going on with me?
I'm afraid.. just so afraid....

Never In Vain

At pale dawn, late in night

Just only thought  
Made me smile and cry
   

But my song is empty
Without a melody
Your hand once wrote
One rhyme I could only devote

Without a dream 
I am lost child in the emptiness
Deep fear within
My guide through this loneliness
Cold tears - fading streams
Pale faces, my broken dreams

Winter night, in white snow
My soul will call and howl
Whispering "To you I belong"

Hoping is broken
When dream is unspoken
Secret is untold
While hand has no heart to hold

Without a dream 
I am lost child in the emptiness
Deep fear within
My guide through this loneliness
Cold tears - fading streams
Pale faces, my broken dreams

Without pain
My heart is just dead
Again and again
Lost rhyme was said
Nothing I gain
In this dark cold bound
If you're not around

Without a dream 
I am lost child in the emptiness
Deep fear within
My guide through this loneliness
Cold tears - fading streams
Pale faces, my broken dreams

Cold tears will pass once again
Streams will once flow
Pale faces in peace, nomore pain
Hoping dreams will grow
My eternal nightmares weren't in vain