I want this dream real

I want this dream real

Years ago
I made a beautiful joke
And then
Laughed at me my dear fate

So I cannot do anything now
Oh how it could be so, how?

Where is my heart, where I left it now?
Why is this dream, just how?
How could it be so dear to me
My love neverseen
I want this dream real!
Nothing else, just to feel
Never but so real

Through that story
Behind the pale memory
For my old lost love
I'll fall down and will fly above

Where is my heart, where I left it now?
Why is this dream, just how?
How could it be so dear to me
My love neverseen
I want this dream real!
Nothing else, just to feel
Never but so real

Where is my heart, where I left it now?
Why is this dream, just how?
How could it be so dear to me
My love neverseen
I want this dream real!
Nothing else, just to feel
Never but so real

Needed

I've tried to pass it all through

Alone, just by my own

Now I know I was but a fool

Falling down, down

Through the mist of all fears

Through the ocean of tears

Searching for Deep Blue

Hiding my only truth

All I needed was just you

All thoughts I have written

And the ones still hidden

Everything I kept within

For long years of kneeling

Child's heart

Not for everyone's mind

So simple, but so complicated

Not all will once get

Through the mist of all fears

Through the ocean of tears

Searching for Deep Blue

Hiding my only truth

All I needed was just you

Day by day

I'm fading away

Diving into black memory, so pure

Dying forever for an old dream of you

Through the mist of all fears

Through the ocean of tears

Searching for Deep Blue

Hiding my only truth

All I needed was just you

All I needed was just you

To catch kind sight of you

Just to find you

Never haunted golden treasure

Just longing for pleasure

One old tune was only passion

The eyes of a wolf is my temptation

I'm falling down only more

For heart's only love

Through the mist of all fears

Through the ocean of tears

Searching for Deep Blue

Hiding my only truth

All I needed was just you

All I needed was just you

All I needed was you

Just you

Miracle

My heart just wants to sing
As I want to dream
Through the long gone years
When I had no fears


I know it's unreal
I know it's impossible
But why then I feel
This wish to join this dream
And fly


Fly far across the sky
Deep into the sea
To be just memory
Cry through the darkest time
Drawn into the dream
Just to know it's real


Cold wind will blow
White snow will fall
It'll be again, I know



I know it's unreal
I know it's impossible
But why then I feel
This wish to join this dream


The dream
Of winter magic
Bright feel
Of tale so tragic
The pain but sweet
So sharp and deep
But so beautiful
Pure miracle



Fly far across the sky
Deep into the sea
To be just memory
Cry through the darkest time
Drawn into the dream
Just to know it's real



Fly far across the sky
Deep into the sea
To be just memory
Cry through the darkest time
Drawn into the dream
Just to know it's real

Will Never Leave

I wrote it a couple of days ago.. One my dear friend liked it so much so I've decided to post it here. 

Sweetie, I hope you will see this. ;) 

• Within these cold days
• Deep in dark shadows of ways
• Lost in white bound of snow
• I lie frozen alone

• I will never hurt, will never leave
• The only who made me once feel

• In Eden and in Hell
• My heart will always dwell
• With the name of the one
• Whom I dream about with love

• Forgive me for another line
• And the touch of tears this time
• And the heart for this sad song it sings
• With last verse of it I will dream

• I will never hurt, will never leave
• The only who made me once feel

• I will never leave, will never let you down
• In sorrow and grief I won't let you drawn
• In the coldest silence I'll give a whisper sound
• Never letting you be alone being forever around

Forever Yours

There were times 

When I felt like never before 

There were lines 

That left never gone 

There were eyes  

Watching my dream while I was sleeping 

Still never again 

I'll reach love and pain 

Within only one 

Never again 

I'll feel this 

I will find this shore 

That I was made for 

Trying to reach it before 

Just to feel forever yours 

I will do something more 

That I've done never before 

Just you could know 

I'm forever yours 

There were times  

When I was wrong 

Days when heart cries 

But you forgave 

There were times  

You were wrong 

When heart dies 

But I forgot 

Silently I'll reach the bed 

Where you're sleeping 

To watch you're dreaming 

Nothing more, nothing bad 

I will find this shore 

That I was made for 

Trying to reach it before 

Just to feel forever yours 

I will do something more 

That I've done never before 

Just you could know 

I'm forever yours 

I pray for angels  

To watch you, dear 

I'll pray forever 

They'll hold you, dear 

I will find this shore 

That I was made for 

Trying to reach it before 

Just to feel forever yours 

I will do something more 

That I've done never before 

Just you could know 

I'm forever yours 

I will find this shore 

That I was made for 

Trying to reach it before 

Just to feel forever yours 

I will do something more 

That I've done never before 

Just you could know 

I'm forever yours

Don't Hurt Me

Why everytime when I fall in

This dark abyss of love

I shoud see the back of it

Leaving behind, forever apart

Why everytime I fall in love so wrong

So wrong, with not the one

Maybe it's something wrong with me

And not with you...

Don't hurt me

For the tears so bitter

Don't hurt me

For last line in my letter 

For every single word

For last verse to be burnt

Don't hurt me

For my love

Don't hurt me

Dark shade of a ship long gone

Burnt sails of my soul

Why I feel so wrong?

Just tell me why...

Don't hurt me

For the last my word

Don't hurt me

For the line still untold

Pure songs that gave me wings

Sad lines forever so dear for me

Thank you my dear for this

Don't hurt me

For the tears so bitter

Don't hurt me

For last line in my letter 

For every single word

For last verse to be burnt

Don't hurt me

For my love

Don't hurt me

Don't hurt me

For the tears so bitter

Don't hurt me

For last line in my letter 

For every single word

For last verse to be burnt

Don't hurt me

For my love

Don't hurt me

Oh Friday.. :)

Hei! :) Happy Friday everyone!
Finally hard week is over and all tests are done and now it's time to relax for a while! ;)

Even it's a great Friday evening full of relaxing and nice music autumn melancholia is still here... Maybe it's because of the pale weather, or maybe it's something deeper.. who knows.

But hey, it's weekend and no time to be sad! ;)

Have a great Friday evening and the best weekend! :)

See you soon!

- T

Day at home ;)

Hello! :)

Today I was at home watching some series and cleaning the place. This week we have exams in the university and today was one day off and it was just great! :D
But tomorrow we have to go back 'cause we have one more exam to pass and it's math, so I hope it will be okay. ;)

Now I'm going to bed and I wish you a very good night and sweet dreams! ;)

- T

Till The End

Lights went down and left only darkness 
For me there 
Through the pages I drew all the fears 
Breathing cold air 
I see your shadow in my dream, again 
And this pain tears my heart again 

The eyes of Heaven's blue 
Like clear waters of lagoon 
Pure like cold ice 
Angel's eyes 
My hell and paradise 

I've promised to another to be "forever yours"
Wishing to rip out my heart
Just to never feel again this agony that hurts
To run away and leave it all apart
But I can't
My hands are tied
And this pain tears my heart again

The eyes of Heaven's blue
Like clear waters of lagoon
Pure like cold ice
Angel's eyes
My hell and paradise

I will remember this dream till the end
Till the last sunset in my life
And when I'm dying I'll whisper your name
And last tear will fall for this light
Sparkling forever in that paradise
Forever living in your eyes

The eyes of Heaven's blue
Like clear waters of lagoon
Pure like cold ice
Angel's eyes
My hell and paradise

Passing away I'll scream your name
Forever dwelling in me
My comfort and my deepest pain
Only dear part of me

The eyes of Heaven's blue
Like clear waters of lagoon
Pure like cold ice
Angel's eyes
My hell and paradise

The eyes of Heaven's blue
Like clear waters of lagoon
Pure like cold ice
Angel's eyes
My hell and paradise