New Year party.. :)

Hi everyone!

So now it's time of shopping, preparing, cooking and other stuff that is necessary for a nice party time after all :)
By the way are you ready for NY party?

Tomorrow my friends from university and I will have a party at my place and today we've done some shopping...

It wasn't so easy because everyone wants a bit different things, but still we've got some kind of a compromise ;)

Hope you all will also have a great time tomorrow! ;)
Happy New Year and all the best in this upcoming 2011! Let all your wishes come true! ;)

Cigarette's smoke

Lemon, ice and cigarette's smoke
Hidden tears in a glass of rum
One wish for white virgine snow
Smoke made all dreams be gone

No nights
We had shared together
No past
To remember, whatever
One last
Breath, sigh, glance... forever

Dream - one dark sin
Nightmare if anyone care
Forever within, forever in me

Smoke made my eyes hurt
Sparkling tears fell down
Diary's lines told "Still loving you"
Making me break now

No word
Left for me to say
No world
To live, just to stay
No amen
For me to pray

Just one way to fade away
To the lost 'n' dark hideaway

Hope - broken word
Kiss - another lost bliss
Darkened memories to kill

No safety
Another pain in me
No immortality
To cry and dream
Just dead reality
To escape the sin

Fading in the dark
I wished to lose my heart

To lose the heart, never feel again
The fear, the agony of pain, this cold rain
Falling inside my broken soul, black tears in vain...

Merry Christmas! :)

Hello everyone!

I just wanted to wish all the best to you and let every your wish come true! ;)

Here is a little present from me... :)

Silent night 

Full of magic and believing

Tiny light

Of stars above makes this evening

Special and bright

Silent Christmas Eve

Childish hope, young heart

Will dream and believe

Angels write one more part

Fallen star

Make your wish and it will come true

From afar

All dreams, ever hopes you once knew

From all my heart

I send a very Merry Christmas to you! 

Hyvää Joulua kaikille! :) 

The leaves of our tree

Days are flying by
Soe dreams were born
Another ones had to die
Words that were torn
Turned into a cry

Beneath the tree we met
Our destiny
Breath while you still can
The eternity
Will take us anyway

The leaves are fallen
From that lonely tree
A child of one longer
Whose dreams I believe
The leaves of our tree
Are still going down
Don't let it fade, not now

The tree of dreams
A hope of lost wishes
One day I still believe
Caring of deep oceans

Leaves falling like tears
Wind's whisper like calling
Like night loves darkness
I'm afraid of lonely howling

Don't let tree die
That tree was I

The leaves are fallen

From that lonely tree

A child of one longer

Whose dreams I believe

The leaves of our tree

Are still going down

Don't let it fade, not now

Another night, the last one

Seven hours of dumb agony

Counting seconds to be gone

I've go - there is no good in me

I took powers from those

Whom loved once

I turned to dust their hopes

In hearts they could loose

I'm selfish, greedy, much worse

Than all could imagine though

Still even I had dreams and hopes

While night goes, silently flows

The time slowly passes

Blood's running on the white roses

Making them red

Second - time is dead

They're red

But I'm not like that..

While night still holds

That tree believes and hopes

The leaves are fallen

From that lonely tree

A child of one longer

Whose dreams I believe

The leaves of our tree

Are still going down

Don't let it fade, not now

Don't let tree die

'cause that was I...

Unforgiven

Trough the cold lands
I flew following the heart
White desert without hot sands
I drew the only right path

Slight believing
My all everything
Hidden dreaming
Hope killed the old sin
Silence holds relieving
Share the feeling
Now I'm unfogiven

Telling soul to a stranger
I gave him all dreams
Sharing all with this angel
I tried to heal his broken wings

Slight believing 

My all everything

Hidden dreaming

Hope killed the old sin

Silence holds relieving 

Share the feeling

Now I'm unfogiven

Hope killed the old sin

Silence holds relieving

Share the feeling

Now I'm forgiven

The darkest sins are gone

For the only hope

My all dreams dwell alone....

Slight believing 

My all everything

Hidden dreaming

Hope killed the old sin

Silence holds relieving 

Share the feeling

Now I'm unfogiven

Unforgiven

The only way

High believing

My hideaway

 Unforgiven

Now I'm unforgiven

Slight believing 

My all everything

Hidden dreaming

Hope killed the old sin

Silence holds relieving 

Share the feeling

Now I'm unfogiven

One Lost Light

Another second passed by
Try to live, but not die
All of us will once go away

To eternity we will fly
But another time
Believe me and see bright winter day

Teras and happiness
Death and eternity
Black brightness
Keep this smile for me

One lost light
Another pure hope
One last light
I keep it for you
One lost light
Will show us the world

Silent night full of
Sweet dreams, secret sins
Pure time of lost love

One lost light

Another pure hope

One last light

I keep it for you

One lost light

Will show us the world

One lost light

One last light

One lost light

One lost light

Another pure hope

One last light

I keep it for you

One lost light

Will show us the world

A lot of snow.... Winter came here :)

Hi! I'm sorry for my long absence, I had to think about a lot of things and was pretty busy in university.

Last weekends it was snowing pretty hard and now here is a lot of snow! Jiihaa! ^^
It seems that it'll be snowing tonight again, hope so, hope so ;)

Today I had only two lectures - Ecology and History  (some time for a rest;) ) So I was listening to the music and writing some poems...
Maybe that could seem a bit strange, I don't know, but there were some Nightwish songs that always remind me about winter. Perhaps, it's because of that I've heard them at first in winter.. it was 2 years ago.
But every time when I'm listening to these 4 songs I remember falling snow and silent winter nights.
These sonngs are: "Nightwish", "Lagoon", "The Escapist" and "While Your Lips Are Still Red". The video to the last one has a "winter mood". Those ones who had seen it will understand me very well ;)

Now I'm going out to do some Christmas shopping :)
So see you later and take care!

Yours, Katariina =*

P.S. and here is the video ;) Enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrcxoYkYO4E

Under dark veil of pain
Lived one tiny ray
Clouds dropped cold rain
Wind took me away
Awakening came again

Silence is broken
Hearts left unspoken
Don't fade away...

I could cry that forever
But never it worked
Dreams and hopes are together
Silently I walked
Praying for being gone
Hiding my tears I walk through the dawn

I won't say a word
I don't want to be hurt
Again like it was before
Not for now, not anymore
I wrote such long ago
I'm out of this game
Whispering only one name

Nothing
Makes me forget
Nothing
Let me regret
This living
While I'm longing for ....

Silently I walked
Praying for being gone
Hiding my tears I walk through the dawn

I wish to be just a cold tear
On your cheek
Oh how I wish...

I wish to be just a memory
Of forest wind
Oh how I wish...

I want to turn into an ash
Grey dust covering my lust
Oh this was my only wish

In the end I will say
"My dear, goodbye.."
Silently walking away
From this life
My soul leads yours astray
While heart hasn't yet died.....

Away-Astray

• I through my weapon 
• Away
• My road now goes on
• Astray
• A hope forever will flow
• Away

• Away, away, away
• My path goes away
• Now fading again
• My heart flew away
• Erasing all pain
• Away, away, away

• You went then away
• Leaving me all alone
• I want you to stay
• Knowing it you're gone
• My soul, don't fade away!

• Away, away, away
• All is gone away
• With fading dark veil
• My words were in vain
• Deep neverending pain 
• Away, away, away

• Heart, you have broken
• Soul that being stroken
• By your sweet grace
• I thought that was my place

• Away
• I wish just to fade 
• Away
• Another step to take
• Away..

• Away, away, away
• You've gone away
• Leaving me no way
• No chance to explain
• Giving me all this pain
• You broke me again

• Away, away, away
• Leaving no way
• Away, away, away
• Fading with pain
• Away, away, away.... 

Sunset or Sunrise ?

Sunset or sunrise
Drew my paradise
Sunset or sunrise
I lay on cold ice

Another winter dawn
Long hours of cold
I dreamt of the snow
But tears still untold
When sunrise is gone

Sunset or sunrise
Drew my paradise
Sunset or sunrise
I lay on cold ice
Sunrise or sunset
Would I then forget
All that you've said?
Sunrise or sunset
You'll forever regret

For one tear turned into icedrop
With the kiss time will stop
All the fears became just a snowfall

Sunrise or sunset
Would I forget
Hurt words that you said?
Sunset or sunrise
Revived my paradise
For bright shiny eyes



Sunset or sunrise
Drew my paradise
Sunset or sunrise
I lay on cold ice
Sunrise or sunset
Would I then forget
All that you've said?
Sunrise or sunset
You'll forever regret


Take my dreams and hopes
While I still can breath
Now I have nothing to loose
Until this red dawn came



Sunset or sunrise
Drew my paradise
Sunset or sunrise
I lay on cold ice
Sunrise or sunset
Would I then forget
All that you've said?
Sunrise or sunset
You'll forever regret


Take my everything
I don't need it anymore
Lies never being
My guilt forever more


Sunset or sunrise
Drew my paradise
Sunset or sunrise
I lay on cold ice
Sunrise or sunset
Would I then forget
All that you've said?
Sunrise or sunset
You'll forever regret

Sunrise or sunset
Sunset or sunrise
Sunrise or sunset
Sunset or sunrise...

Ancient Curse

As always I thought
I could then move on
Still none in this world
Can't make you be gone

I wrote it down
Word by word
But just no sound
Left now untold

You are still silent as this dark cold night
I wish this desire was gone
You cannot see my dreams, maybe it's right
Because that would be too hard
For me to believe, for you to keep it inside
Just don't leave me alone

I wish I could make you happy
To give you more light
I wish to be the only your memory
Even for one only night
Cleaning this sadness that is within
So deep in your heart

Still I am too far from this hope
That hurts me so bad
You know you're not alone
Don't care of tears of that
Who isn't worth a call

Silence of blame
That covers me now
Whispering my name
They told me just go
All nightmares again
Watch my fall...

You are still silent as this dark cold night

I wish this desire was gone

You cannot see my dreams, maybe it's right

Because that would be too hard

For me to believe, for you to keep it inside

Just don't leave me alone

My heart will stop again

If you just say

That you don't need me

Please be my pain

I know I'm just a fool

And that is truth

Sitting in the dark room

I'm writing to you

Now you can blame me
But I don't care because
All these words are killing me
Like the ancient curse....

Why feelings couldn't just die?
Why do I have to suffer?
I wish I could forever lie
to me, to you, to everyone
Being wrong it could hurt less
My heart, my mind and soul
Life would be easier if I was heartless

Could love heal
Old wounds, deep scars?
Could hope kill
My agony for these stars?

Kill me to ease this hellish pain
It eats me from inside
Dream me into Eden again
Please, show me the light

Could love simply die?
Never tearing me apart
Let me fly into this blue sky
Leaving that broken heart

Don't look into my teary eyes
They won't tell you the reason
Don't try to made me tell lies
Just pain still goes on

I know you'll never let me fall
You'll never let me break down
Forever you know feel of my soul
Even losing your golden crown
You will hear my silent call

If does it matter
A king or a dreamer
True beauty lies within
This is the only pure truth for me

Never I would love someone
For what or who he is
The king of whole world or
Has only wind in his hands

The truth lives forever in the heart
This is the only reality for me
No matter who you are
You're just everything for me

The only world for me
Lies in you
The eternity in your eyes
Made only truth
The silence turned into a dream
Within you
Drawing this lost paradise
I saw in you....

First Time

Singing that song
Until the pale dawn
Drinking red wine
Just for the first time

Writing the lines
Bewaring the lies
I wrote down the name
For the verse be the same

White snow falls
For the first time
Pale red dawns
For the first time
All written songs
For the first time
My heart still calls
For the first time

Angelsong left the light
For me behind
To follow one only path
Of one pure heart

Behind dark bars
I look up at the stars
Counting them high
In the cold blue sky

Gentle kiss has come
For the first time
Seconds fast run
For the first time
Shot of a gun
For the first time
One true love
For the first time

Long nights took my sadness away
Leading my heart forever astray
I believe I will find my way

Deep dream
For the first time
Secret sin
For the first time
Ever desire
For the first time
Burning fire
For the first time

I wish I could recall
my past, every moment of lust
I wish I had it all
for the last fear burnt to dust

Every sight
For the first time
Sweet night
For the first time
Moment of light
For the first time
Nowhere to hide
For the first time....

For the first time
I call your name
For one sight
I'll cry again
For the last time...

First Snow

Pale morn, grey sky
Cold air, white snow
Old thrills left behind
Now gone with one wind's blow

First snow covered the ground
My path became innocent white
That was just a dream losing its sound
Virgin's heart lives only in the night
Losing everything that was once found

My silence is just for now
Peaceful rest for the dark
Fears so deep, never gone
One night to find a secret path

For this true I've never thought
I could see being blind
For that fatal night of lost world
I could win losing one fight
Only this time I will fall ever bleeding
Last breath through the silence broken believing

For the cold snow I fall
For the last sigh forever gone
For your silence I long

My rest lies in this fatal night
Don't let me fall
You know my wish left behind
Don't let me go
For my heart still beating for the light
That one could change it all
Just to recall that last time

For this thrill
I don't know
For true feel
I will go
Oh, just heal
My scars fro the past

For last year
This cold snow
One my tear
Will now recall
I still care
Shoot me now and let me fall

This dawn showed me truth
Painting all sins white
Retelling last winter's story I knew
This memory I cannot hide
My pain I've told you

"I don't know what to do, where to hide
What should I do losing my sigh?
I cannot say it to you 'cause this is my pain
You could but don't want to take it away...
It hurts just my soul, not yours one
It would kill me once more making fall... "

Remember my soul, it sang to you
My falling heart will bleed with red dawn
Forgive me, but it's truth
Forever I will believe that I am not gone

White snow fallen tonight
Will cry for me
Light angel's sigh
Will heal me
Giving me another life
Forgive me for now...
 

Guilty

Rename me now
I'm not allowed to live
Reborn of soul
I follow one breath

No way to forgive me
'cause sins are unforgiveness
Now I am guilty
The cost is the loneliness
Never chance for blind to see

Erase my memory
I shouldn't remember 
Because of the dark sin
I'm guilty forever 

No, I am too insane 
To be called by a name
No, I should be burnt by flame
To be killed by this pain
Should the beast be the same?

Time by time
The hope took me
Side by side
I dreamt to see
Feel to feel
Alone I'm gone
Hand in hand
We all will fall

Guilty
Forever my name
Guilty
For the name of pain
Guilty 
I felt it all
Guilty
My downfall

No way to save the soul of wild
Your prayer will change my mind
One angel, a saviour for all mankind

Guilty!
This is who I am
Guilty!
They cried my name
Guilty 
Should die in pain
Guilty 
I feel the same
Guilty

Guilty 
It was my name
Guilty 
I lose this game
Guilty 
Gold turned to dust
Guilty
For all my lust

Burnt soul fell down
For last pure sound
It revived all sins
Forgiveness for all dark thrills

Guilt is not a way
To die, to fade, but to escape

This is the like I always feel
Deep wounds neverhealed
Forever it's just my fault
My eternal downfall

Guilty 
I feel so now
Guilty 
The only sound
Guilty 
I want to run
Guilty 
Show me the sun
Guilty...

Guilty
Save my lost heart
Guilty
Leave fears apart
Guilty
I don't want to be
Guilty
Just let me see

Forever guilty, my lost memory
Ever lost for all the darkest sins
Guilty...

26th November

For ages silence was my home
Making me feel so alone
But once if happened so
From there I had to go
Leaving it all

Every tear is my ever hope
To live, to dream, to love
Silent prayer for poor lost soul
My perfect world  for it I was gone

Leaving it all
Dreaming of fall
Living by call

My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind

For  holy rest I wished to be
Turning into a dream in thee
I was flowing away for weeping again


My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind


Tearing apart for this wicked game
Calling for days, for so dear name
I cried again to be just a dream...


My silence turned into a scream
For it I run through a dream
Recalling that fear
I dwell into a tear
Left one ever sight
I walked slowly behind

Just a tale (short story)

She came home after a hard day.Feeling not very well she tried to make up her mind, but she couldn't.
"Why it happens to me?' asked she in whisper. "Why I feel in that way... why?'
She couldn't understand what she felt, still her heart told her that she was in love.

***

"Dear diary,
I don't know what to do now... I've lost my way and now I just don't know which path I have to follow..
What should I do? Oh, just too many questions left without an answer..."

She stopped her writing for a second thinking about something. And then wrote the following:

"But those eyes.... they made me smile and cry, they made у fall and rise... I'll always belong to him...

Oh God, how I wish to tell all of this to him..."

She closed her diary and lay down on the bed. Tears were sparkling in her eyes but she didn't care. The only she felt then was pain of lovelorn, neverending longing... 

Thoughts of dear voice and face were surfing in her mind hurting deeper and deeper. 

Slowly she fell asleep and saw a dream. 

She loved dreams, especially the colorful ones. Very often they came true, but some time had to pass.

This one was short but so real. She saw another dream, not like those she had all last nights. 

It was like a fresh breath of the wind in summer, first snow in winter so pure and clear that she was afraid of that she would forget it. But still she remembered it very well even now when such a long time flew. 

But now she saw another dream, also colorful one. 

'I love you, dear..." whispered she sill sleeping. 

"Me too." answered someone.

"What?" asked she waking up but none was there.

No village party...

Good morning!

This weekend my groupmates and I were going to our friend's cottage.
But the plans changed and we are not going there today. Still we don't know when we'll go there. Maybe only in spring, who knows...

But next week there is a Student's Day and we're going to celebrate it! :D
As always there will be a lot of fun and photos, of course ;-)

Stay tuned! :-)

Some plans for these weekends ;-)

And hi again! :-)

This weekend we will go to the country house of my groupmate. She is a very nice girl and we are now some kind of friends :-)
Also some people of our group will go.

Hope that we'll have a great time there and a lot of fun! :-D
So I'm waiting for this Saturday! ^^

Some news will be posted here later ;-)

University... Part I

Hi everyone!

Today is Wednesday, the third and the hardest day of the whole week because it is the middle of the hard working week.
Actually the lectures that I have on Wednesdays aren't so hard still the day seems to be the awfullest nightmare you've ever had, he he.
Descriptive geometry is slowly becoming one of my favourite subjects. ^_^

But not the higher maths Oo. That's just a living hell, even lectures are so boring that sometimes I fall asleep ;-)
(But that happened to me only once :-P )

And the only tiny light for me today was English lesson. I have English only one time a week and that makes me go mad. (I had 7-8 hours of English a week at school and even that wasn't enough for me :-D )
So now it's a pretty hard time for me... oh oh.

But there are also some positive moments - the students who know English very well could take part in different European competitions, scientific conferences etc. So maybe it will be veeery interesting for me ;-)

See you soon! :-*

Winter, come!

Hello!

Here is still pretty warm and sunny, and I love such weather I want some cold and snow although. :)
And I'm also waiting for winter holidays! Time of snow, Christmas eve and presents, of course! :D

So I hope that time will flow very fast...

Have a nice week! :)

It's Halloween... :)

Hi everyone!

Today I'm going to celebrate Halloween and I'm sure that it will be amazing. :)
There was a little problem - to choose the costume. But still yesterday evening I've made a decision and today evening you'll see it ;)

Hope that all of you will also have a great celebration!

And Happy Halloween to you! :*

Autumn influence...

It was such a nice weather last two days.. Sun is shining, the sky is clear, a bit cool although.
And nothing left just to enjoy such moments when nature gives us last warm sun rays. :)

And when I was going after university yesterday listening to some music all this - weather combined with music made a great symphony and some verses came to my mind.

Sad look of the eyes
Or deep sea of blue
From the depth was born a sunrise
Of eternity so pure

Slight whisper of voice
Is like cool autumn wind
Little girl silently walks
In my mind deep within

Is that a cold in her eyes
Or just broken soul?
She wished never cry
Being hurt by the world

Bright hair like fallen leaves
Just flame of burning letters
Naive heart of hers believes
That things are much better

Her smile like an angel's wing
Giving warmth to those who still care
One sigh is like cryig "Try to believe"
Brave heart once made me dare

She was like a grey sky
Full of tears
Like one silent fly
Through the years

Autumn gave a birth
To little soul
Whose heart has just hurt
Being alone

Is that a cold in her eyes
Or just broken soul?
She wished never cry
Being hurt by the world

Is that a cold in her eyes
Or just broken soul?
She wished never cry
Being hurt by the world

Cold wind whispered her name
Knocking it at the window
With raindrops, through calling of flame
Let her once know
That was not a shame
It was just a light of hope....

Who and why?

Why have you done this?
Knowing all you still hurt me
With silence, poisoned kiss
Is there some mercy in thee?

I gave you a soul, my everything
But all I got is just pain
Do you have any feelings within?

Writing down all deepest dreams
Every night again
I knew that were just cold sins

Why have you done this?
Feeling I'm always here for you
Still you kill virgin's dreams
I just can't get who I am for you

A shadow of night
Cruel moonlight
Sweet poison of lie
Or another angel to die?
A tear in eye
Last fear, final sigh
Untouched dream to fly
Just tell who am I?

Why do you need me?
I'm still asking myself
Stay or just leave
To hold you and save
From all fears unseen

Just tell me if I have to leave
And you'll never see me
Never feel that I feel
Just tell me if you want to see

Please, tell me
If I have to leave
Just tell me....

New Friend

Hi everyone!

Yesterday I got a new little friend.

He is very cute, isn't he? ;)
He is living with my granny actually, but I come to her very often and play with him :)

Where the world begins

Tell me where the world begins
Show me why we're living
Dream me beneath all sins
Draw that we believe in
Make true all my secret dreams

Why do we need breathing?
My eternal deep dreaming
Hoping, praying, seeking....
One more night without a sleep

Hoping for fading away
Long time flowing with my weep
Waiting for a new day
That makes the feel so deep

Why are we dreaming?
From one only screaming
I'll be gone with all your believing

Open your eyes just to see
The purity of innocence
Touch the magic of love lying in me
Sink in the beauty of deep sense
Forever in you it will live

Sins would be gone
Fears of all alone
Don't make hope forlorn

Dreams they are still alive
Making me forever die
For your last sigh

Sins would be gone
Fears of all alone
Don't make hope forlorn

Dreams they are still alive
Making me forever die
For your last sigh

Child's Heart

Fading away, dwelling in shade
I called for dreams once so real
Writing the tale of time that made
My heart beat with cold pain within
Through your memory I will fade

Whisper is silence so cold but so pure
Like white snow
Sweet dream or memories that I would endure
Sank in a river of eternal flow

Everything living in me worths nothing
Try to change my mind
Don't prove but just show what it means to thee
The face of evil and kind
Not everyone could feel and see the dream

Drawing in the night
I try to keep on my fight
To save all nightmares and sins

Dreaming might once
Wither with pure glance
But it became true, still living in you

Facing my ever fears
I know that was so long ago
But one's heart still cares
Of my dream long gone
When your soul finally dares
To believe me a bit more

To search and to find
For one dear sight
Could I ask more?

To see being blind
Is more than eternal flight
Could you heal my soul?

For the heart of a child
I will forever pray
Caring about all this pure light
I won't let it vanish away

Hoping for dear hand
Holding me till the end
Look in my eyes...

Writing deep dream in the ninth verse
That's only few words
Making me believe that it would be real....

Unlocked

Hours are passing by
Silent tick-tock, tick-tock
I feel their their fast flight
Trying to find that is still locked

Wishing to dream only once more
Sleep without awakening
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Feeling is my ever slavery
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
While heart's still daring
To dream and pray for immortal soul

Seconds are running so fast
Slaying everything on their way
Turning deep thoughts into dead dust
Should I now go away?
Silent tick-tock
See that is now locked

Wishing to dream only once more
Sleep without awakening
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Feeling is my ever slavery
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
While heart's still daring
To dream and pray for immortal soul

I cannot write of stars
Just not anymore
There was never a meaning of "us"
Not now, nor before
Could it hurt more than it does?
Whisper is gone with a tick-tock
And heart left broken, unlocked

Wishing to dream only once more
Sleep without awakening
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Feeling is my ever slavery
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
While heart's still daring
To dream and pray for immortal soul

Why had I done that?
I was in love and still am
But you don't understand
The main from that only poem
Child's heart's tale without an end

Wishing to dream only once more
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
Dream and pray for immortal soul
Nothing could stop that ever tick-tock
Just a knife stabbing the heart that was locked

Wishing to dream only once more
Sleep without awakening
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Feeling is my ever slavery
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
While heart's still daring
To dream and pray for immortal soul

Wishing to dream only once more
Sleep without awakening
Have you seen my letter under your door?
Feeling is my ever slavery
Dying and raising from the dust forevermore
While heart's still daring
To dream and pray for immortal soul

New watch :)

Today in the morning I had no lectures so I decided to take a little walk ;)
There was a little money since my b-day so I wanted to buy something for me. I didn't want what exactly I want to buy while I was walking around the supermarket and suddenly I saw a very nice watch in the shop-window.
I loved it so much and bought it :)

Happy Birthday, mom!! :)

Today (10th October) is my mother's birthday!
So Happy Birthday to you, dear mother!

Happy birthday to you
I wish all your wishes come true
This is your day
So let all the bad pass away

Happy birthday! :)

Just away

Take me away from all this pain
Just dream me away

Deep silence it takes me for my words
Written by young hand
Making everyone feel that really hurts
Showing this dreamland
Every tear makes me feel only worse

Moments are like a poison
For pure loving soul
Eternal dream and that's all?
When heartache is gone
Giving you one last silent call

Silence is around me
And pain living inside thee
Drawing this ever dream
That let us see...

Just dream me away
Take me away from this pain
That poisons blood in my veins
Cover me from these cold rains
Please take me away

Silence is around me
And pain living inside thee
Drawing this ever dream
That makes us see
What truth used to be

Just hear this song
Of a virgin soul
Holding near, in deep memory
And save purity of young beauty

Just dream me away
Take me away from this pain
That poisons blood in my veins
Cover me from these cold rains
Please take me away
Dream me away....

B-day :)

Today is my birthday and so many people have already greeted me!
That's really a pleasure for me that so many friends remember about me ^^

I've got sweets & chocolates but the most wonderful present is keyboard!

The trail

Could it be so

That they are blind all?

Could it happen so 

That this was a wrong call?

Just kill them all...

Whisper is sharp as a knife

Broken silence, my lost defense

Taking this innocent life

Shame and fear will slowly evanesce

And finally I could dive

For that dream hidden in a secret place

They cannot see it all

They don't hear that call

And it's their downfall

This world isn't cruel so

Like someone could think

Every tear is gone with one blink

I whisper to you "Just fuck up them all!"

Words became pale

What now?

Old pain is so frail

Falling down

Reveal to my eye this trail

Of those who howl

Could they see

Being full of greed?

Just let it be

That's not that we need

Forget old pains of soul

Take dreams of my own

Forgive those who abuse

Anyway they'll all loose

This world isn't cruel so

Like someone could think

Every tear is gone with one blink

I whisper to you "Just fuck up them all!"

Forever

I believe in every hope of yours
Trying to understand
Writing for so long all these words
Dreaming to hold your hand

Forever I've told my dreams
Drawing them at the dawn
Forever they dwelt into the sins
Making me feel alone
Forever killing heart that still lives

Silent wind, cold tears of sky
I know that you see
Where is the truth and also the lie
You feel this pain in me

Forever I've told my dreams
Drawing them at the dawn
Forever they dwelt into the sins
Making me feel alone
Forever killing heart that still lives

Telling all this in the story
Just a tale, short poem
I pray for your memory
Hoping you're calling my name

Forever I've told my dreams
Drawing them at the dawn
Forever they dwelt into the sins
Making me feel alone
Forever killing heart that still lives

This day became sad
And tears are sparkling in my eyes
But we cannot revive those who are dead
That's why my heart cries

Forever I've told my dreams
Drawing them at the dawn
Forever they dwelt into the sins
Making me feel alone
Forever killing heart that still lives

Forever I hope to see you
You know that I do
Still feeling the warmth in my soul
When you're here I'm not alone

Forever I've told my dreams
Drawing them at the dawn
Forever they dwelt into the sins
Making me feel alone
Forever killing heart that still lives

One year

One year
this time has passed
One year
when I've met you at first

You could never get
What is good or awfully bad
That heart will never regret
But still I feel that
Words of my verses became so sad

One year
I need to get what is real
One year
for a birth of true feel

So short or so long
Dear soul was alone
Forsaken, forlorn
Believing in song
That hope can't be wrong

One year
to fall in love
One year
to pray for hope

One only year...

One year
to take and endure
One year
to be so totally sure

Singing for heart
Turning back to the start
Follow the light of my eyes
Don't care about world's lies

One year
to loose and to find
One year
to see again being blind

One year
to search for the truth
One year
I've been feeling for you

Dance show

Hello!

This time I would like to write about my favourite dance show "Танцюють всі" ("Everyone dances"). It's Ukrainian version of «So You Think You Can Dance?».
I love it because there are always many emotions in this show, not only dancing. Of course, the dance is the main part of it...

It always makes me cry, especially when a girl or a guy dances fantastic.
I've learned dancing once but then I got to know that I couldn't do that because of some reasons...
That made me really sad and even now when I watch this show my heart hurts because of I can't dance professionally. I wish I could..
For me dancing was always something light and pure, something so beautiful.

Still I hope that one day I'll turn back to this.
Sometimes when none sees me I turn on the music and dance. That makes me feel better and draw my attention from different problems while I'm dancing.



Here is the official site of this show if you are interested:


http://dance.stb.ua/

The Game

Lie by lie
It took my time
Drop by drop
You can't even stop

It was your own game
Dark cruel play
Rules left the same
Something made me stay
No hatred to blame
Fears are so far away
With my own name

It's not raining
Healing that pain in
Seconds' breaking fast
Turning time into burnt dust

It's just cruel game
Giving us the only chance
To be tamed and to tame
Last tear took my dance
Making silence and flame
Fill my soul, your glance
Drawing into a dream again

Bloodred path
Through the pure heart
Taking me
To my only dream

It's only a game
But why I don't feel the lie?
Nothing is the same
None made my hopes die
Killing that dark fame
With the only angel's cry
Dwelling in shame

Touching my skin
You feel that's only a dream
So close, so real
And so deep within

It's not the game
Making me feel so hard
Dark nightmares came
Once again to my heart
For my tears to blame
Just make them leave apart
Whispering my name

No words to describe the emotion
No way to escape from deep passion
Dream is slowly sinking in the ocean
Of my own giving me this soul tension

Should I give up?
forgetting  that all
Would I kill the heart
that keeps me from
Silent crying about hopes apart?

I don't want to loose all of hope
That I cannot change, cannot recall

One question - why
The same answer ...
Sleepless night full of cry
Heart beats faster

Should I give up?
forgetting that all
Would you kill the heart
that keeps me from
Lonely death beneath love so hard?

Tell me only one thing
Is there still a place for hope?
Take me to your dreaming
Show me pure 'n' true love

 I don't want to slay the dreams
That others called deadlist sins

Should I give up
wishing to live,
being deeply in love?
My silent breath
Is your secret call...

Should I give up
feeling for,
loving more?

Should I give up
calling for dreams
Would time once stop
if I receive your kiss?
Through the night
I'm writing deep wishes

University group

Hi!
Since the beginning of the studying we had an idea to meet and make a little party with the whole our group, but everytime something happened. We couldn't decide which day would be the most suitable for this meeting... Anyway it finally happened :)

Yesterday evening we met and the fun began... Unfortunately, not the whole group went for this 'party', but still we had 11 people there and it was great!
We went to the bar and spent there almost the whole eve. Then we went to the Festival square (the main square of our city with the huge fountain in the center of it).There we had a little photosession ^^

Some of them you can see at my fb profile if we are friends there ;)

The night was awesome and I hope we'll have such party very soon again!
And I also want to tell my dear friends thank all of you, guys! That was great evening!

Autumn nights

Autumn greets us with new colours
No fresh green grass
And left no beautiful flowers
Even light of stars
Became cold and heavy clouds
Poured only cold rain on us

Moon is too pale
Nights are longer
And no fairy tale
Makes hope stronger

Is it so hard to forget
Everything that heart kept?

Please, sing for me this sad song
Oh cold wind, whisper to me
Tales of ancient times so forlorn
Call is like drop in the sea
So tiny, it's all alone
Reminding of tears and my feel

Moon is too pale
Air became much colder
And no fairy tale
Making no sense, not longer

Is it so hard to forget
Everything that heart kept?

Silent touch, every move
Secret unseen
Tears fallen for you
Pain within
Dreams became true
Now I only sing

Silence will take us once
And left no farewell, no glance
That will remind of us

Moon is too pale
Heart left in vain
Writing the last fairy tale
For my secret pain

It is too hard to forget
Everything that heart kept

Around

Walking around through million of sounds
Hearing calling of voices like the sea
Childish laughter on the playgrounds
Maybe this pain was made for me

Walking through this night
Time of sparkling moonlight
Reminding me of beautiful tide

Breathing cold air and feeling the wind
I closed my eyes and saw paradise
The only I wished to awake the feeling
Of one touch, silent breath, so deep it lies

Silent night fell on the town
Drawing dreams of my own
Angel's love won't fall down

Singing the silence dwelling within
Dumb prayer of my heart
Awakens both fear and believing
Washing with tears this part

Hidden dream
My downfall
Beauty of sin
Your silent call
No lie within
Just tears of soul

Same verses written on the paper
With bloodred ink
Still song is now my only saviour
Lifewine that you drink
Living deep inside me forever

Beware Cold Lies

Tell me what to do when I lost my way
Where I have to go, what I should find
Lying not breathing under red sun ray
Every pain faded, just left behind

That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

Having been asked for thousand of times
What lies beneath the truth
Still heart whispers "Beware cold lies"
I beg angels to pray for you


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

All that makes me feel
It lives dwelling within
Being a part of me

Name lying on lips is so dear for me
Seven signs to awake the memory
To show kind heart of thee

(One little meet
That's all I need)


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh

Child's hoping heart
Became ones more than hope
Now it's full of love
Dream me back home


That depth dwells inside
Showing all beauty of tide
Setting me fly
Feel that I can't deny
Just one silent sigh
 That feel dwells in me
Little heart prays for thee

My longing you see
Your silent dream I wish to be...

Shadow Angel

End of this day
Became so dead
End of my way
Was once said

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

Still walking my path
Nothing could hurt worse
Than broken heart's love
Oh, Christ, how it hurts

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me, just let me feel

After going to the darkness
Heart didn't beat
It rests in dead silence
But one calls for it
Giving to it your defense

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Broken dreams for a virgin
Dead poisoned kiss for an angel
Sinful wish setting soul on fire
This deep secret power of desire

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Shadow angel, save me from pain
Don't let me do wrong again
Please, save me one more time

For an angel so pure and holy
I've given my deepest memory
Leading me, saving the truth of story
Shadow angel, save me or kill
Caring about a dream and dear will
Let me feel, just let me feel

Dreaming away, flying so far
To fall down burning my wings for pure star

Petals

I cannot just write
About bright stars above
Brightness of white
Cry about beauty of love
Long sleepless night
Moments without pure warmth

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But what could I do
If they don't see truth

Autumn is here but tree is still blooming
Why is it so - who knows
It's not afraid of heavy storm and cold wind
Even time that flows
Beauty of flowers' grace made me feel it
I don't care about all crowds

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But I don't care about these words
There left no heart that hurts

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving tiny child's cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Could you see
Every dream is a part of reality
It lives in me
Gentle touch of angel's sanity

Strong wind, cold and freezing
People told that I'm so crazy
But I don't care about these words
There left no heart that hurts

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby

Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

It's slowly gone..

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Follow the path leading astray
Think of me
Only once to make this way
That angels could only see
Take it till the end

It's gone with last flower's petal
Waving child's tiny cradle
Singing a silent lullaby
Sending a dumb cry
Through this fatal night
Grabbing star's light
With me...

Deep-Blue Paradise

The same beginning of sleepless night -

Silence, darkness, but one tiny light

Shines for me here and now

All this still makes me howl

No stars I can see 

Because of heavy clouds

Like dark pain in me

Suffering of thousand souls

Hope dwelling within

Writing this endless story of heart

I wished those tears had left apart

Pale grey dawn would kill

Heart's pain, my deep thrill

No stars I can see 

Because of heavy clouds

Like dark pain in me

Suffering of thousand souls

Hope dwelling within

Hand in hand

Eyes to eyes

No words to understand

Just deep-blue paradise

Touch for touch

Silent kiss

Is that too much

Eternal bliss

No stars I can see 

Because of heavy clouds

Like dark pain in me

Suffering of thousand souls

Hope dwelling within

Singing :)

Hello!

As I wrote before I'm a bit ill now so I don't visit university now. Today I was at home as well and had a holiday ^^ (one more).

Watching series as True Blood, The Vampire Diaries and also singing my favourite songs became a tradition of the last days... he, he. :) 

At the afternoon I visited the doctor. Happy time is when you're standing in a hell long queue of angry like devil people and waiting. I've spent in such queue for 2 hours and then got that I have to stay at home for 2 days. Great!! :\ But still I feel better now.

The whole evening I'm singing the songs from Tarja's new album such as Falling Awake, Until My Last Breath, Little Lies and so on. ;)

So the evening is still nice :) Hope you all have a great time too!

Also hope to hear from you soon! 

For you...dear

So many verses I've written for you

Sea of my tears, darkness through fears

Whispering silence covered dreams about you

My secret devotion will follow you for years

The only your glance

Made me loose my breath

Just one only dance

Made sweet even death

I long to feel you just once

Recalling memories the deepest ones

writing emotions of dearest heart

Telling short stories about true loves

I've cried for the lives of my own part

Silent whisper of leaves

Reminds me of you

Running through cold northern winds

Dreaming of love, so pure holy and true 

Through long night someone silently sings

Millions of times I tried to tell this

But you through that was a lie

No trust, no truth, no destiny's kiss

How couldn't you hear my painful cry?

Silent night prayer for one only meet

Not asking for more, I could understand

I wish I could stop this moment of fleet

Just look in your eyes slowly whispering that

I feel for you, dear, just feel so really deep

Never I wanted to hurt you

Maybe the heart cannot still get 

How could it be really true

But I feel for you without regret

Heart's Fever

Tell me that I'm right

Let me feel touch of the light

Dream me through this night

How could I be such a fool?

Still answer is silence

Just a whisper "I don't want to loose you"

These words made some sense

Isn't this true

Tell me that I'm right

Let me feel touch of the light

Dream me through this night

Leaving no place to run, no shade to hide

Just a touch, so slight

But it made me feel alright

Remember the verse

Of the hand that still writes

Not of the heart that hurts

The bleeding soul that hides

The little words in the letter's end "Still yours"

Tell me that I'm right

Let me feel touch of the light

Dream me through this night

Leaving no place to run, no shade to hide

Just a touch, so slight

But it made me feel alright

Tell me that I'm now right 

Let me feel touch of the light

Dream me through...

Tell me that I'm right

Let me feel touch of the light

Leaving me no place to run, no shade to hide

If you caught me then never let me fade into the night

You caught me... just never let me go

Never go...

I'm caught...

Never leave me alone..

Tell me that I'm now right 

Let me feel touch of the light

Dream me through this night

Tell me that I'm right

Let me feel touch of the light

Leaving me no place to run, no shade to hide

If you caught me then never let me fade into the night

Broken Internet connection...

I'm sorry for that I haven't written here for so long. 

I haven't got Internet for 4 days and it was just living hell! :\

Truly Yours

Bright eyes wide open
High hopes unbroken
World of dreams is waiting
Little heart still has faith in
One secret meet
"My love lies so deep"

No wish to prove anything
I'm tired of lies and deceiving
Another deep believing
Turned into unrequited feeling

I've tried so hard
Wrote one then another part
But you did not understand,
Didn't find the path to the land
Of childish dreams
Without black cold sins

Could heart beat being broken?
Could words sound being unspoken?
Soul hurts because it was open
So now I'm praying for heaven

You're still so close to my soul
Almost wrote it in the song
Knowing the truth made you believe
That pure heart cannot deceive
Once silent voice was right
"If you love you should fight"

So I will keep on fighting
Fallen star will enlighten
Dark path so frighten
Giving me wings for flying

You could hate me because of this story
Erasing all words, hiding all the memory
But I can do nothing against this feeling
Just the way to express that I have within
For every verse I'm sorry
Yours, so truly

A Reason

Could you stop for a second and look back for a while?

Reminding of mortality of everything

Look deep in my eyes and see teary heart of a kind

Try to find the real feel hidden within

Do you see pain 'n' sadness behind the smile?

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me the light that leads me astray

Do you feel this emptiness inside?

Night dream through the stars 

Could you see the tears I tried to hide?

Light of destiny shines for us

Northern star will lead you being your guide

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me one more reason to stay

Look at me

You'll see the tears in my eyes

Feel it deep 

Flame of fear turns into the ice

Take me in 

Let me see lands of paradise

Angel's touch, devil's fear

Child's heart, poet's tear

Dark secret sins flying near

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me the light that leads me astray

(Give me one ore reason to stay)

 

Follow my path through the rain 

Through the cold storm

Move away virgin's deepest pain

Let me feel your warmth

Of your tender heart, revive me again

Sing with me the last song

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me the light that leads me astray

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me the light that leads me astray

(Give me one ore reason to stay)

Follow my silent cry

You know the reason why

Wish lies in the starlit sky

Deep with of the heart of mine

Sparkling tear in blue eye...

Pain lives in

Like a poisoned dream

It's never gone, forever within

Follow my silent prayer

Hold me tight forever

Just see these tears and move them away

Give me the light that leads me astray

(Give me one ore reason to stay)

Keep Silence

Just a word, not a story

Silent call of dear memory

Let me say it till the end

While you're holding my hand

Just let me tell this tale

Of song of little nightingale

Please, keep the silence

Let me say

Try to feel this sense

Don't push me away

Give me more time to prove my feel

One more chance to tell that it's real

Please, keep the silence

Don't break tiny soul

Just watch my dance

Again hear this song

One more time recall the past

It hasn't turned to dead dust

Just keep silence

Follow secret sense

Enter this night dance

Just keep silence

Follow heart's sense

Enter my soul's dance

Make me feel the pain

Don't stop

Let me suffer again

Seconds so hot

No dream of cold rain

Make me feel you 

Revealing the truth

Forever I'll be for you

Just keep silence

Watching this night dance

Of my dreamy fantasy

Calling back sweet memory.... 

First lesson... :)

Hi there! 

Today was a great day - the sunny weather, pretty warm outside and only one subject - Maths. It was a bit hard, but it's still okay ;)

And also today I've signed up into the dance group. Maybe I told that some years ago I've studied the ballroom dances for 4-5 years, but then I gave them up. Still I love dance, sometimes when none can see me I dance....

So tomorrow I'll have my first dance lesson and I can't wait for it! ^_^

 

Dreams

Every tear like a drop of cold rain
Every fear is just dust in the wind
Still the nightmare calls me again
This river brings me to the dreams unseen
Making scream fade away

Warmth of heart
Pain left apart
Until I could feel again

Kindness of soul
Taking it all
'till you could see me once more

Darkness' embrace like black cruel grace
Took all anguish away
Through the crowd I see only your face
Like tiny light it shows me the way

Could you believe
Or still you could not
But heart will beat
For you, 'cause I never forgot

Hate me
Blame me
Kill me
Or let me live

Shame on me
Cure lies in thee
Just don't kill my memory

Dream of child through the dying sight
That you could see
Silence of wood, dark starlit night
All that is just a dream

Who can explain why is it so hard
To love and long for another pure heart?

Why silence is tearing my soul?
Why should I be lost 'n' forlorn?
Just hear heart's call

Follow the pain
Dry the bitter rain
Make me feel again

Every scream like unspoken silence
Living in me, the dearest feeling
Every dream like the broken defense
Keeping the tears within ...
Forever I hide my deepest sense

Hope flows through dearest memory

Like the fast river it took everything 

Ever calling for those days dwelling within

Catch the moment to make me see

What pain lives in thee...

Why we are live

Why someone has to die

Without a weep or a cry

Tell me why...

I try to recall old days of past

Not to make them the last

But time, it flows so fast

Turning us into grey dust

Giving the only moment of lust

Why we fall in love

Why want to come 

To return back home

To believe in one hope...

Show me the sky without clouds

Just I could see the stars

Reveal to me feelings without bounds

The story of beauty behind the bars

Why we fall

Giving no call

Forgetting them all

The same song...

The Heart

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart
So blind 'n' callous beast drowning in lies
Slowly dying in the darkness of night
Still hoping it's death would save human lives

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song

Blackhearted virgin weeping for broken dream
If only she knew that's just the beginning
She cares her deepest hope, secret oath within
That girl wrote down her innermost believing
But who cares about those hopes hidden deep in

Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song

That story of a dead poet praying for heaven
It lives and will live in me
But who knows what could once happen
After the last ever dream
Is gone and there is none to hold... what then?

Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

My last prayer would be for the soul, so dear
One breath for the heart that's beating near
Last ever touch to awaken your feel
Remember this truth is real

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

For my deepest fear I've lost everything
For your bitter tear I gave my last believing
And believe I'd do everything for your saving...

I cannot see anything 'cause you cut off my eyes
I cannot feel anything 'cause you ripped out my heart

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Words are mocking my soul

The heart of your own

Our lives written in a song

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Words are mocking my soul
The story of your own
Both wrote life in a song
Words they're mocking my soul
The tale of your own
Still you've written that song
Every word - just a shot
Dearest verse I forgot
Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot 

Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Heart doesn't feel 'cause it cannot

Through The Secrets

Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Cover the heart with your warmth
Reveal the sacramental magic of moment to me
Discover the beauty of devoted love
Remind with only word of innermost memory
Show me deep passion none ever saw

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before 
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Cherish a hope
Catch a right moment
Cut the rope
Follow the seducing scent

Would I return if you call?
Long time, my pride - it doesn't matter
Only you save me from the fall
To move away all tears, to make me feel better

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Still I know that I could trust you...

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Dream me through your memory
Bring me to the magic scenery
Give me this holy sense of life, just let me see...

Could I believe?
Would you deceive?

Could I believe
That you wouldn't deceive?

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Oblivion made you see
Pure soul of me
Awakening the feeling
The dream and memory
Cherishing from the cold wind
Just follow the melody
That I'm still singing

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Highest hopes fell so long ago
Sweet heart burns in hell only more
My soul I wrote it before
Cold breath of wind
For your ever oblivion
Made everything you once believed
Through your secrets my way is going on

Through your secrets my way is going on
Through your secrets my way is going on
Through your secrets my way is going on