Ancient Curse

As always I thought
I could then move on
Still none in this world
Can't make you be gone

I wrote it down
Word by word
But just no sound
Left now untold

You are still silent as this dark cold night
I wish this desire was gone
You cannot see my dreams, maybe it's right
Because that would be too hard
For me to believe, for you to keep it inside
Just don't leave me alone

I wish I could make you happy
To give you more light
I wish to be the only your memory
Even for one only night
Cleaning this sadness that is within
So deep in your heart

Still I am too far from this hope
That hurts me so bad
You know you're not alone
Don't care of tears of that
Who isn't worth a call

Silence of blame
That covers me now
Whispering my name
They told me just go
All nightmares again
Watch my fall...

You are still silent as this dark cold night

I wish this desire was gone

You cannot see my dreams, maybe it's right

Because that would be too hard

For me to believe, for you to keep it inside

Just don't leave me alone

My heart will stop again

If you just say

That you don't need me

Please be my pain

I know I'm just a fool

And that is truth

Sitting in the dark room

I'm writing to you

Now you can blame me
But I don't care because
All these words are killing me
Like the ancient curse....