Fear to tell the truth..

I'm trying to understand why
Every second I dream of you
Just why I wish to be a tear in your eye
Your silent words are my eternal lure

I wish I could say that to you
Oh, but I'm just too shy
I'm afraid I'd loose you
You don't see bitter tear in my eye
Oh, how could I tell that I love you?

The feeling of fear and longing
Getting of more and more
With your silent calling
I'll be near forevermore
Just take away this pain of howling

My deepest fear took me
If only I could get why
It seems so to be
I pray for one more try

Call my name through this night
And dream me back to the holy light
Show me this last flight

Hear my voice crying for you
The only word - just a name
Still that "I love you"
Is my deepest shame

You mean too much to me
Now I know how it's hard -
To breathe, to live, to feel
From this moment my heart
Is opened for you, you see..
Don't break it, my love...