Friday, 27 August 2010

Loss hurts...

That's me again...
I feel really bad now and I want to write why exactly I haven't left for Kiev.

My grandfather was very ill last time and we couldn't leave him and my grandmother alone here.
So we've stayed and tried to help. We've tried everything... medicine, doctors, hospital... etc.
But... 

Nothing has helped. Today he was taken to the hospital and my parents went with him there. I was out that time. My mother called me and told that they were in the hospital. I hoped every second that everything would be alright. I've prayed every night for a miracle....
 
then my father came back home in the evening and told that... it's over.  
I've been crying for a pretty long time... and now it's still so.
I just need support now.. 'cause it's too hard for me.. :'(

P.S. And I wish also one person forgives me... If you are reading this, please, forgive me.. I don't want you to be angry with me now.. It hurts too much now... 


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