I miss...

.. so much, so really really much I miss one friend. We haven't talked to each other for a month and I hope that we could talk soon again...

Dear, I miss you...

We Are The Others...

...is the album I'm listening to tonight. ;-)
Now I'm singing the song called 'I Want You', a very sensitive and beautiful song.
It's very special for me...

Have a great evening!

Trina

Stranger..

Good evening dears!

Feel a bit blue today so I've tried to cheer me up with some songs. ;-)
But this one helped me so good.

Song of day today:
The Rasmus - Stranger

Great song!

Have a wonderful evening and good night! ♥

Trina

Rain...

The morning was sunny and warm. Birds were singing cheerfully behind my window... Then dark clouds appeared in the sky.
Sounds of thunder, dark sky, heavy rain drops and strong wind...

Ah, how I love such weather! ^^

Batman...

Hello my dears! =)
Today I went to painter's store to get another notebook for my personal diary and some poems. ;-)
There were a lot of another interesting things for decoration glass, wooden, paper, etc things.
There you can find any paint for any kind of work. Then I went to work to show what I have done for last days.

Now I'm lying on a couch watching "Batman Begins" and drinking coffee. =)

Later I'm going to take a walk with friends.

Hope your evening will be great! ;-)

Hugs, Trina

Good afternoon! ;-)

Hei everyone!

So another hot day here... And a cup of coffee helps me to stay awake.  So I'm having another one. :-)
It's dinner time now, I meet some friends soon, so I have to get dressed in a few minutes.

Have a great evening dears!

Hugs! =*

Trina

Good morning!

Good morning my dears!
Hope you slept well. ;-)

I woke up half an hour ago and now thinking about breakfast. My hand still hurts a bit, so I should find something already cooked in my kitchen, hehe.
Have to take a shower. It will cool me a bit 'cause it's still hot here even after yesterday rain. Empty hopes that it would get colder next days..

So shower, breakfast and then back to work. I hope that today I can finally use my left hand more than last days.

Have a great day!
I'll write soon! ;-)

Trina

Thunderstorm...

Hei! :-)
How are you?

I can hear sound of thunder now and raindrops falling down. Strong wind is blowing outside, I see how poor leaves are trembling..
Later I'm going for a walk. :-)

Have a great day, my dears!

Hugs&kisses!

Trina

Good evening!

Hello my dears!
So I'm going to have a cup of warm tea and watch some movie. :-)
My hand still hurts, but not so much. It's not so easy to type by one hand but it brings me a bad feeling when I type with a hurt hand too.

Hope your evening is great!
Hugs!!

It hurts...

Today I had not a very nice morning. First, I woke up very early because it was very hot.
Second, I cut my hand when I was making breakfast. And now it hurts so much. :-(
It's nothing serious, it stopped bleeding, just hurts now. That was so stupid....

Maybe the rest of the day I should just lie on a couch watching movies on DVD just to do no harm, hehe..

Hope your day will be much luckier and greater than mine! ;-)

See you!

Mint tea

So tired... having a cup of mint tea and listening to Nightwish now. ;-)
Soon will go to bed..

Good night and sweet dreams!
Hyvää yötä ja makoisia unia!

Hugs! =*

...

I really feel so tired.. just exhausted. Maybe I should just to go to bed.
Any music, any series, anything...

Besides I feel just terrible. Maybe I even shouldn't write anything there, but I simply need to talk about that.
But it would be better if I simply go to bed right now.

Good night, sleep tight and see beauty of Dreamland...

Cloudy

Huomenta! ;-)

How did you sleep? Hope your dreams were sweet and beautiful! :-)

My mother's call awakened me, I really would like to sleep more... But I got up, made breakfast and now I'm having a cup of coffee and watching "Community" series.
Then time to work.. and then shopping.
It's cloudy today and much colder than last days.

So I gotta go now!

Have a great day my dears!

Hugs!!

Movie evening

Hei! :-)

How are you? Hope that everything is okay. ;-)

This evening I've been watching a movie called "Barfuss", a really nice one! If you haven't seen it yet I recommend it!
You can read about it here:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0405743/

Have a great evening my dears!

Good morning!

Wake-up. Check! Shower. Check! Breakfast. Check! Coffee. Check! Check! Check! 

Soon I'll come back to work. 

Have a nice day, my dears! 

Hugs!!

Music of the day

So today I'll post here my songlist of the day here.

1. Barbi Schiller - Lebenslicht
2. Evanescence - Going Under
3. L'ame Immortelle - Lake of Tears
4. Nightwish - Ever Dream
5. Helloween - Forever And One
6. Suvi Teräsniska - Jos Menet Pois
7. Timo Rautiainen - Hiljaisen Talven Lapsi
8. Evanescence - My Immortal
9. Within Temptation - All I Need
10. Nightwish - While Your Lips Are Still Red
11. Nightwish - Come Cover Me
12. Xandria - Now & Forever
13. Nightwish - The Crow, The Owl And The Dove
14. Delain - I Want You
15. Within Temptation - Memories
16. Apocalyptica - Farewell
17. Apocalyptica - Conclusion

Tired..

Hei! :-)

So after some hours of work I took a walk. It's a bit 'colder' outside today, only +33 and not +37 like it used to be here last days...
I really hope that cold days and rain will come here soon.. oh.

Tomorrow I have to get up early, meeting my friend from university at 10 in the downtown, so I have to get ready at 9.20. ;-)

Now lying in bed and listening to some music before a sleep. ^^

Good night and sleep well!

Hugs & kisses,
Trina

Monday morning

Good morning everyone!

Interesting fact about Mondays.. I hate them even being on holidays :-D
Well, anyway I woke up about an hour ago. Then did some training, washed my hair and now lying on a couch watching tv and having breakfast. ;-)

A cup of coffee is a very good way to wake up my mind in the morning.

Have a great morning and a very nice day! :-)

Lightning and thunder...

When we were walking around the downtown looking for any open bookstore this evening it was raining. There was a beautiful thunderstorm here and I really hope that tomorrow will be another rainy day 'cause I'm so tired of this terrible heat. 

Now I feel a bit tired of our walk, so I'll go to the shower now and then to my comfort bed. 

So sweet dreams and good night my dears! ;-)

Hugs and kisses, Trina

Good afternoon ;-)

Hei everyone! ;-)

This morning was really nice, I'm in a great mood. :-)
So, now it's coffeetime and hen I'm gonna meet my friends.

I hope your day will be great too! ;-)
See you soon!

Hugs, Trina

"Knockin' on Heaven's Door"

Just watched this great movie. I've seen it before, but it was so long ago so I decided to watch it tonight.
The end made me cry.. But there couldn't be another one.

I really recommend this movie to anyone who haven't seen it yet. You won't regret!

Now it's time to sleep.
Hyvää yötä ja nuku hyvin!

Hugs, Trina

Funny hat :-)

Got that funny hat today and like it so much. :D

Have a great evening everyone! ;-)

Hyvää päivää!! ;-)

So, after watching the 1st episode of 2nd season of BBC Sherlock  for one thousand time I passed a tear away and now I'm going to drink my cup of coffee, get dressed and go out. I promised my friend to go with her to the bookstore and then we will take a walk around the downtown. :-)


Hope your day will be great too! 
See you, my dears! ;-)


Yours, Kaija

Relaxing evening

Hei everyone! =)

Having a relaxing evening today. Watching Harry Potter VII part 2 at the moment and having a glass of Danish beer. ;-)

Hope you have a great evening and also a good night!

Kisses and hugs, Kaija

Good night... :-*

It was another very hot day here, so it's time to recover powers and get some sleep. ;-)

Have a very good night and sweet dreams!
Hyvää yötä ja makoisia unia!

Yours Trina

Good afternoon.. ;-)

Hei hei!

Sitting and relaxing for a while.. it's time to paint my nails.

Today it's something natural and light.
Then I'm going outside.

Some walk will be just perfect. ;-)


Have a nice day and a wonderful evening!

Hugs and kisses!

Trina

Something new...

Good morning the world!

So today I want to do something different, something new in my life.
Or to come back for something unfinished. For example, language learning. ;-)

Coffeetime now, then breakfast and then work.

Have a great day, my dears! :-)

Love, Kathy

Good night!

It was a very long, not very nice day... so I wish it was over.
Listening to some music before a sleep now.

Good night and sweet dreams!

Hugs, yours Katariina

Work...

Now it's time to work a bit. So music is on just not to work in silence, I hate that, hehe.
And another cup of coffee is near.

Have a good afternoon! ;-)

K.

Good morning!

Hei kaikille! ;-)

Just got up... a phonecall awakened me today, hehe. So, it's time to have a cup of coffee (maybe one won't be enough) to make my day not so sleepy. :-)

Have a blessed day, my dears!

Moi moi, yours Kaija

Yours Forever Gone

Why this pain to feel
Why the tears to fall
Should I had that dream
If this all is gone
Why petals flow
In the blue blue sky
Why candles burn
If they're gonna die
Why my heart will hope
Till my last breath
Why song will live in my soul
Till last day of death
Why I need it all if one step can heal
The pain of broken hope, the soul's scars so real
One moment of flight and it's all gone
The pain, the hope
'cause life is just a rope
Cut it now and let me flow
If nothing's alive anymore

Why this heart should beat
For the one who doesn't need
The love so deep
Why life should flow
Through the one who doesn't know
That wasn't a show
Why should I live for you
If you never thought it's true
When I'm just a fool

Why should I hope and believe
Why should I try to live
No time left for a touch of feel
No word was a fatal dream

Why should I run when I'm falling in this dark abyss
Why should I cry when I feel this dark poisoned kiss
No time to try. no dream was truly mine
I cut the rope, this is my own crime

Forgive me one more time
This is the last one
This life was never mine
You're the one I long for
I'm yours forever gone

What I Used To Feel

In the shadow of the moon
I hide the tears in the dark
Before kind smile of you
I cannot sleep in the night

But what is the difference for you?
Because forever you knew
Forever knew but never cared...

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Trust is slowly dying without a cure lying in your heart
I've tried so many times but have you seen my pain?
No words will show you but my last breath
What I hide behind a smile every night

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Temptation became my oblivion
But I'm not scared
You said it's only a dream, pale imagination
'cause you're afraid

But I'm fed up with lies and fake loves
Now I'm done
Old stories are gone

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Until my last day you'll never see
What I believed in, it's all gone
Until my last breath you'll never feel
My presence till dawn won't fall
Everything is fading, slowly vanishing
All that could ever be

Call my name just to feel again
A touch of dream on your cheek
Bittersweet kiss of fading memory
Through falling dreamless sleep
Through overcoming pain

Call my name and you'll see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Peacefull day

Hei all!
A couple of days ago I wrote that I felt ill. I had a bad fever without any special reason so I was worried about this pretty much.
That evening I was taken to the hospital. I was so much afraid that there is something wrong.

But thanks God everything is fine. :-) I feel much better these days and going to make a cup of warm tea for me now.

See you soon and have a nice day!

Hugs, Trina

Miss... :-( (message to a friend)

I know that it could seem strange and you also may not see this, but I still hope you will.
I don't know why you deleted your profile, but I really miss you, my dear friend! I hope that we can talk very soon...
I'm really sorry if there was my fault. Just tell me that you're okay.
You became a very close friend for me and I don't wanna lose you. You mean a lot to me, so please write me back soon.

Just if you read this let me know somehow, okay?

Faithfully yours, Catherina

Another one blog :-)

Hei kaikille! :-)

How are you? Hope you have a very nice day!
Just wanted to let you know that I have one more blog just for poetry/photos/other-art-stuff, so here it is:

http://trinarv.blogspot.com/

So if you're interested - you're welcome to my little world! ;-)

Enjoy your day, my dears!

Trina

Feel sick :-(

Oh unfortunately, there is no party tonight 'cause I feel sick. :-(
I had a bad fever, but now I feel a bit better.

Hope that next days I'll be totally fine.

See you soon!
Hugs, Trina

Days Off ;-)

Hei everyone! :-)

So finally the second year of university studying is over and I have summer holidays. Jiihaa!
Today we have a little party and some photos will be there next days. ;-)

Now watching Sherlock series and drinking coffee. Have a great day my dears!
Hugs!

Trina

Hi all! :)

Hei guys!
I'm so so so sorry that I abandoned my blog for such a long time! :(
But this little update just to let you all know that it's still alive. He he. ;)

Have a great time and enjoy your evening! ♥

Yours Trina

Good night. ♥

Sleep well, sleep tight,
Dream of the mountains so high.
See the blue blue sky,
Fly with a butterfly.

Flow the river so calm,
Follow the right-hand path.
Hear the voice of your heart.

Dream of the shade so kind,
See the eyes so bright.
Come with me into the night.
Two lost ships - you and I.

Dream of a dear face,
Feel warm embrace.
Through the night fantasy
Write your deep memory.

I'll sing you a lullaby,
I'll dream you through the night
Just to show you the starlit sky,
Beauty of hopes so high.

Now close your eyes
And watch your dream.
Fly through the night,
I'm always near...

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

Hei! :)

I wish a happy Valentine's day to all of you guys!
Have a great day! ;)

CR

Website

Hei :)

Today I've decided to create my own website with poems.
I've posted them here in my blog for a pretty long time and now I want to post them not only here. So I've created my own website with my poetry. ;)
There I'll post not only new ones, but the old poems too.

So here we go:
http://trinarv.fo.ru

Hope you'll like it! :)

See you soon!
Good night and sweet dreams!! xoxo
Trina

In The Night

In the shadow of the night
I sang my dream in silence
In the song of deepest heart
I saw those kind eyes

In the dreams and in my memory
I danced in pale moonlight
Telling tears in the elven stories

Through the pain, with the name
I danced in the night again
In the dreams, through the feels
I flew in the night so deep

In the shadow of the moon
I dreamt all my silent wishes
In the waves of secret blue
I waited for a kiss so secret

In the dreams or silent memory
I dreamt of pale moonlight
Whispering to my undone diary

Through the pain, with the name
I danced in the night again
In the dreams, through the feels
I flew in the night so deep

Through the dream, with the name
I wrote under starlit sky again
Through the silence, against the shame
I caught a midnight kiss, again..

Followed By Dreams

Morn dwells so close

Reminding me of those

Who are so far

Forever in my heart

Call of dawn

Wind's touch so cold

Awakening of pale world

Dream took me

Entered my memory

Seducing me

Followed by eyes

Blue paradise, kind silence

One only path of life

Followed by dreams again

Without them

The world seems pale

But with them I dwell into sweet suffering

The touch so warm

The kiss on dawn

Open eyes to see

It wasn't real

Tears sparkle in eye

Like stars in the sky

Heart torn with the only why

Dream took me

Singing in my memory

Forbidden story

Followed by eyes

Blue paradise, kind silence

One only path of life

Followed by dreams again

Without them

The world seems pale

But with them I dwell into sweet suffering

Who Suffered Within

The silent song made me forget
The pain, the sad hour
Passionate line I tried to write
The best, the perfect one
But nothing I could then get

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won't forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Silent steps into the dark
I followed the secret
Into the night led me that path
This light will take me there
Opening to you my broken heart

Longing for a beauty of love
Mysterious part
Lost kind glance into the night
I flew with your lonely heart

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won't forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

Passed away the shade of youth
The touch so kind, the hopes so high
Tries to find the deep only truth

Silent dreams belong to the ones
Who suffered within, hiding their tears
The ones who hoped and loved

Ships sailed calm waters
Horizon of red sunset
Mortal souls flew forever
That dream I won't forget
Silent seas, high mountains
Rest calm in a dream of me
Lost sins, forlorn moments
Dark bound is a dream for free

I'm Lost

It's all, the end of this chapter,
Dark took last breath of the night.
Buried the last 'forever',
Writing it all was a lie.

I'm lost in the dark,
Clouds took away all the stars
And also my heart.
I'm lost in the night,
No way to follow the light.
I'm lost
Too high cost
Lying in frost
I got that I'm lost...

Silently nightmare touched my mind,
I cried in a sleep, pain was deep.
No path left to return, no way left behind.
Welcome to the sunrise of an insane dream.


I'm lost in the dark,
Clouds took away all the stars
And also my heart.
I'm lost in the night,
No way to follow the light.
I'm lost
Too high cost
Lying in frost
I got that I'm lost...


Forgive me for a word
Was written to hurt
To rape the heart, to tear the soul.
Lost in the whole dead world.

Enter,
Dream me before I'm awake.
Seek me, just don't let me go.
This dream should change by now.

I'm lost... lost..lost
In the ocean of words
Forget the part about the tears
And let me fall in your arms.


I'm lost in the dark,
Clouds took away all the stars
And also my heart.
I'm lost in the night,
No way to follow the light.
I'm lost
Too high cost
Lying in frost
I got that I'm lost...

The Secrets

When day is gone
We wait for next morn.
Forgetting all untold words,
Every lies so bright.
But the only unchanged thing remains
The truth that lives inside.

Belonging to secrets,
Forgiving mysteries
In every moment lies
One beautiful light
That sparkles in your eyes.

That secret love
Is my never reached dawn.
Cleaning all lies, forbidden lines,
I torn my heart apart, so
Forgive me my truth.
I'm flowing within cristal blue.

Longing for secret paths,
Promising all the stars
In every word lies so poor
Nevertold but still real truth.
That one still living in you.

Just don't hide the dream of purity,
One way to be free.
Innocent white path of memory,
The only night to feel.

Collect it all -
My dreams, my lies,
But promise me the one -
Don't forget tears in my eyes.

Dream Me Alive

Dream to change the fear to rapture
Lie to believe in dark of night.
You and I, one game of a dreamer.
Welcome home of an insane mind.

All those words were a lie,
Cruel game around the heart of mine,
Play with me, be the one
Whoever dreams me alive.

Darkness created the light to turn in the dreams so bright.
World dwells in night, lost in deceitful eyes
Deep waterfalls to write my path,
Torn lines of soul's desire.

All those words were a lie,
Cruel game around the heart of mine,
Play with me, be the one
Whoever dreams me alive.

Choose your part tonight,
The mirror of a memory.
Take me - then leave to die
This game is my way to dream.

Turn the night
To a beauty of a sin
Dream me back
To the day of all lies.

Sink with  me in the water
To hurt me even more.
Unseen, so real,
This night is my way to dream.

All those words were a lie,
Cruel game around the heart of mine,
Play with me, be the one
Whoever dreams me alive.

Silent Lament

Faith lies forlorn

The farewell is written

Hope is slowly dying

I knelt down on the cold floor

All feelings are gone

Except only one, the deepest one

Waiting for the bloodred dawn

All life passed before my eyes

That one lost night

We've been for the first and only time

Walking in clear paradise

Remember me, just don't forget

This silent lament

My last goodbye I wrote

And saw... your shade behind the door

It couldn't be real, no

Still crying on teh cold floor

Your touch revived dead hope

Faith dreams in well

Burnt to dust farewell

You saved my soul from Hell

Whitewinged angel

Eyes so pure and heart so true

Remember me, my dear soul

I wrote it all for you...

Anything More

Don't need any oaths
Broken promises
Empty words of love
Don't need anything
But a silent glance
One only night
Please stay here

No gifts, only memories
If you need you know where to find me
No promises, only dreams
If you want it just never leave me

Don't need any gold
Diamonds are frozen
Beauty so cold
Don't need anything
But dear warmth
Silent whisper of love
Stay with me

Let me be that one
Who cries only till dawn
Dancing in a moonlight
Singing you a sad song

Let me be that one
Who loves only once
And that fatal love
Lies so deep in your heart

Don't need anything
Any faith or a hope
But your look to feel
One only night of love
And eternity to believe
That we'll meet again one day...
I don't need anything more

Like A Farewell

Silent weep like a farewell
In cristal emptiness will dwell
To recall the memories from past

Don't promise, just sleep
With angel's eyes so deep
Under a white warm wing

Silent touch of lips
One little kiss
Keep this song of nobody
Pure virgin sings
Of so wild dreams
Hide these lines for me

Sparkling tear like a farewell
Will call you with a silent dwell
To remind you of those nights

Wind's whisper through your window
Soft voice singing your tomorrow
Fallen leaf is just my shadow


Silent touch of lips
One little kiss
Keep this song of nobody
Pure virgin sings
Of so wild dreams
Hide these lines for me

Fateful lullaby
Just to hide the cry
Of unperfect line

Paradise Silence

I flew in the sky of cristal blue

I sailed the mirrors of pure seas

I dreamt of beauty, of lost truth

I stepped into the forest of dreams

Guided by eternal light

Of the lost in the night 

Forlorn and lonely star

Paradise silence

I'm lying in your embrace

Warmth and slow breath

I see bliss on your face

In joy and sorrow

Even after cold touch of death

In so far tomorrow

I'll hold your breath

Paradise silence

I fell down looking so high

I slept seeing nightmares so cold

I longed for the blue of clear sky

I saw no tomorrow in that world

Still dreaming of light

Feeling with your heart

Following your path

Paradise silence

I'm lying in your embrace

Warmth and slow breath

I see bliss on your face

In joy and sorrow

Even after cold touch of death

In so far tomorrow

I'll hold your breath

Paradise silence

Wings so white

And smile so bright

Eyes sparkling like stars in the night

My heart I couldn't hide

From cupid's shot 

I fell in love

Oh paradise silence...

Song Of Air

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to dance in the air

Silently I got off my bed
And ran away
To the land of lost sunset
I found that way

Slowly hiding behind the veil
I'm so far away
Trying to tangle my trail
Sun leads me astray

Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air
Silence so pure
Glance so blue
Kind whisper making me dance in the air

Woods full of mystery
Tears guiding through the memory
My undone symphony
Neverending diary


Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air

Hold me near
Never let me go
Take me dear

Hold me near
Never let me fall
Take me dear
And never let me go


Wind playing in hair
Flute singing in ear
Soft voice calling me to walk in the air
Silence so pure
Glance so blue
Kind whisper making me dance in the air

In Love, In Death

In lost stories of dark nights
Where lies the past
Within secret paths of memories
In forgotten dreams
Lies my untouched oblivion
Unveiled believing

In the red sunset
In love and in death
I'll hold your hand
Till the very last breath

Through the meadows and seas
Where the truth sleeps
Across the oceans and mountains
Where my story rests
I'll travel this northern land
With the touch of pale sunset

With the dreams of that path
Leading to the frozen heart
Even the road is so far
I'm guided by your star
In death or in love


In the red sunset
In love and in death
I'll hold your hand
Till the very last breath



With the dreams of that path
Leading to the frozen heart
Even the road is so far
I'm guided by your star
In death or in love

One Touch

Through the sleep I still see
Kind eyes that watching me
Through my life of rebirth,
Through my scars that still hurt,
Through the silent night nevergone

Meadows of childish games
Lakes of tears, seas of dreams
Woods of dark sins
Unveiled mysteries

Through the sleep I still feel
Warm touch of dear lips
Through my sweet dream,
Through my endless scream,
Through the silent heart's thrill

Taste of one kiss
I'll remember till the last day of mine
Will be finally gone
Taste of dear lips
I'll remember through the dream
Till it's coming real
Taste of your bliss
I'll keep within forever, my dear

Through the sleep I still dream
Away from there just closer to be
Through my dream to feel,
Through my sleep to breathe,
Through your touch to live

Wrote The Heart Of Mine

Midnight is far gone
For now
What should be is done
By now

Melody of flute is playing through
The silent night of hope so true

I wrote line by line
In such a late time
In every word that night
I wrote the heart of mine


The ink on my hands is dry
Like blood so blue
And tears of joy I can't hide
That's such a sad true


I wrote line by line
In such a late time
In every word that night


I wrote the heart of mine

Eyes with a colour of sky
Don't try to find a lie
It's just all my story

Long years of hope
Turned to the night of raped heart?

What is the meaning of love,
Where is a truth and a lie,
I wrote my heart in a letter that night




I wrote line by line
In such a late time
In every word that night


I wrote the heart of mine

What Is Almost Gone

Silent wind blows through the night
Taking away pale moonlight
Voices of my conscience are whispering to me
Playing a dark game on me, scaring me
Please stop this suffering...

If you want this just tell
Don't make any mystery
If you try to break me
Don't play with my memory
There's nothing to dwell
Inside of me, all is almost gone
Just don't kill it all
What is almost gone

Stars hide in the cloud on the dark sky
No moonlit shadows to play on the ground
I hid all so dear to me
In the burnt letter to nobody
Please just stop this suffering


If you want this just tell
Don't make any mystery
If you try to break me
Don't play with my memory
There's nothing to dwell
Inside of me, all is almost gone
Just don't kill it all
What is almost gone


Drunken verse of an insane girl
Just a silent touch of her
You will feel it through the night
You will see she had no lie inside heart

Play me, tame me, break me, take me
Just don't let me go away
Dream me, seek me, feel me, fix me
But don't fade away


If you want this just tell
Don't make any mystery
If you try to break me
Don't play with my memory
There's nothing to dwell
Inside of me, all is almost gone
Just don't kill it all
What is almost gone

Upon The Dark

Through the cold
Upon my soul
My heart still burns
With an unperfect verse

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I'll be waiting for you
In the star's glow
In the wind's blow
I'll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven's blue

Under the northern star
Before another part
My heart still longs
For the lines I wrote

In the night shade
In the silent wind
I'll be waiting for you
In the water reflection
In the mirrors of ocean
I'll be waiting for you
My angel of heaven's blue

Silent wind blows whispering your name
My trembling heart cries in flame
The untold lines written not to tame

Just read the letter and burn it till dust
For the name written the last
And remember those eyes through the past

Night Song

Endless trip across the ocean

Journey to the wood

To discover a secret of passion

Long travel to seek the truth

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Angel in the snow

Elf in the moonlight dance

Dark river still flows

Saving my heart once

Snowflake in my hand

Flame in heart

Path to the northern land

Lies under this star

Night in the forest

Peaceful moments

Time stopped like frozen

I feel cold breath of the wind

Secret whisper of trees

Endless song of the leaves

Silent choirs of souls

Wrote my deep dream

Light of the eyes

Lovestory times

No tears after the midnight

They left broken in the dream

Last verse of forgotten song

Drew my neverending dawn

Morning dew in the sunrise

Took back old lies

My Fear

I'm afraid of my feelings
I'm tired of fears
No more tears
Just set me free

Lying before the locked gate
I'm crying the only name
This love turned into a shame
Because of you I'm afraid
I wish you won't blame
My soul for this again
Because of you I'm afraid

I'm afraid to wake up alone
All dreams long gone
You left me by my own
I'm afraid it would be once so

I live in your cage
Know your diary's page
Living your dreams
Feeling your sins

Forgive me my tears
I hold you near
For all these years
Because of you is my fear
Feel of guilt lives in me
Holding me dear
Because of you is my fear

The Heart

Heart's beating like it's the last day
Tomorrow left so far
Heart believes there is a way
To search for a star

Deathless memories and hopes
Won't let me go

Heart weeps within, deep in me
Still it tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through the endless lovestream
I could see
What is lost in me
Forever within, forever my feel

You're my shadow in life
You're my one guiding light
You're the mirror of dream
I keep forever within


Deathless memories and hopes
Won't let me go

Heart whispers to me, deep within
Still tells me the way
Leading me astray
Through this endless sweet dream
I could feel
What I tried to see
Forever so true, forever the eyes of sky-blue

Melody

Luring melody through the night
Like a whisper calling me to follow it now
Calling me to join its flight

No words, only silent tune
Weeping song of a flute
Calling me to remember it all

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Long gone days of love
I would make this night forever the last
If one line won't be enough

Silent weep, soft call
I cannot feel it all
I'm now this song
Dream of a fantasy
Join this sad melody
Lovelorn of this story

Old forgotten tales from the long gone past
Never fading nights of dream
I won't fly away from my love or deep lust
Living in me, still within

Just a melody through this night
Like a silent glow of moonlight
Just a shadow of cold midnight

Elven Lullaby

Long long road

Through the pale dawn

Lost lost poet

Searching for a dream undone

Lost romance

Forgotten love

One last dance

Oh dreams fly above

Old old tale

About the maiden elf

Touch of veil

Making you hold your breath

Silent whisper of the wind

Will make you feel her song

Silenty trees will sing

For you a lullaby of long gone time

Dream will enter your mind

Will play for you old verses of night

She flew in the cold winter air

And danced in the spring night

She sparkled like a shiny star

And shared with you her light

She got lost in your shadow

And dreamt of your dreams

She sank in your words

And followed your steps

Silent whisper of the wind

Will make you feel her song

Silenty trees will sing

For you a lullaby of long gone time

Dream will enter your mind

Will play for you old verses of night

She sailed blue waters

She danced in moonlight

She got lost in the mirrors

Of a dream holding her tight

She danced with the stars

She fell with the snow

She looked at your shadow

With tears in her sparkling eyes

Wish For A Dream

The line I will write
Of dream and light
Will burn and hide
That wish of night

I wish so much
But I can't even touch
The flame of you
I wish so deep
That I can't even breathe
To belong to you

I dream of one only night
Holding it so tight
Still it won't be so right
Even if pain seems so white

One night of love
One night like in a dream
One night of lust
One night like a sin


I wish so much
But I can't even touch
The flame of you
I wish so deep
That I can't even breathe
To belong to you

Close my eyes
Unveil this night
Whisper seductive lies
Just turn off the light

Make this dream real
Tame me with a feel
Take me and make me believe
It was only a dream


I wish so much
But I can't even touch
The flame of you
I wish so deep
That I can't even breathe
To belong to you

Whoever Made Me Suffer

We flew those dreams of black night
Sailed wisdom seas of darkest lust
You and I, a dreamer and a child
Enter again this world of lies

All that love was a lie
I'm not a girl for one night
Lie again, be that one
Whoever makes me cry

Dream turned pale that eve
One world broke all belief
Hoping pain won't kill I entered your feel


All that love was a lie
I'm not a girl for one night
Lie again, be that one
Whoever makes me cry

Come again
Enter the ocean
Increase my pain
Be my only passion

Take me
Tame me
Be forever the one
Whoever made me suffer

Forget it all
Follow your call
And give me a hope


All that love was a lie
I'm not a girl for one night
Lie again, be that one
Whoever makes me cry


All that love was a lie
I'm not a girl for one night
Lie again, be that one
Whoever makes me cry


All that love was a lie
I'm not a girl for one night
Lie again, be that one
Whoever makes me cry

One Winter Night Of Hope

Long years have passed by
Sometimes in the night
I still can cry
For a dream of mine

Warm dear memories of hope
Never let me go

Every silent dream living still in me
Calling back to me
Resting deep in me
Voices from the past whispering of that hope
I used once to live for
Within every dear dream of me
Calling back to me
Resting deep in me
Love, save it and remember me

You're one winter night of hope
You're touch of moon on my floor
Stay by my side till the last day's gone
Keep the promises of verses I wrote down


Warm dear memories of hope
Never let me go

Every silent dream living still in me
Calling back to me
Resting deep in me
Voices from the past whispering of that hope
I used once to live for
Within every dear dream of me
Calling back to me
Resting deep in me
Love, save it and remember me

In The Night

In the dark cover of night
Silent wind blows
My name it calls
Seductive whisper I hear
But I feel no fear
Seeing a shade in moonlight

Touch of lust
Seducing lies
Flowing through the past
Desire in eyes

Come and see
What I used to be
Forget that child once lived in me

In the silence I feel your sigh
Slow touch of hot lips
Whispering for a kiss
My heart I can't feel
My shadow I can't see
You took me into this night

Touch of love
Tear in my eye
Pain in heart
But no more 'why'

Seducing me, taming me
You've got me, believe
I'll do anything you want me to

Music Box

I know all the tales you believe in,
Know the paths you are following,
Feel the melody making you cry,
See the same clear moonlit sky,
Dream same dreams each lonely night

Forget a sin you're living in
Forgive the dream resting deep in me
You can't make me forget the path
Flowing through my dreamy heart

Forget the hatred you've once had
Forgive the pain I gave you then
I follow the dream of that fateful night
Let me enter that only dear light

With closed eyes I could find the way,
With tied hands I could get away,
Through the darkest night I see the day,
For another memory I'll reach the light
Guiding me through the pain and night

Angel helps me to feel,
He makes me believe
In a pure heart of dream

Angel helps me to see
What is lost in me
In blue eyes of dream

In the dark room, all alone
Silently plays a music box to me
Sad verses of a long lovesong
Written like an undone memory

Through the ashes to the stars
I'll surfe behind the bars
Of my golden cage locked for so long
I'll sing my lost elven song
I'll dream again about one only soul

Through the ashes to the stars
I'll dream about those eyes
That made me once write line by line
About all my lifetime
About every dream of mine

Touch Of Dawn

Born in the land of sunrise
Long story from the past
Eternal dawn of chidish eyes

Her heart was crucified
Turning her wings to dust
She only wished to fly

Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
On the burnt to dust paper again

Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
With a touch of dawn so pale

Long tale of a magic kiss
Secret desire of my ever wish
One touch keeps my bliss

Old pain, rest in peace
Silently smile touched your lips
I wish I could resist this


Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
On the burnt to dust paper again

Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
With a touch of dawn so pale

Wishing, searching
For neverseen dream
Hoping, reaching
The warmth that lies within
Eyes of my ever day


Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
On the burnt to dust paper again

Longing to the only neverfading pain
Of neverending rain
She wrote the dearest name
With a touch of dawn so pale

My Old Flute

Crying so deep in my soul
No more tears I promised once
So I'll put them in this song
Silently playing my old flute
Just dance, my heart, dance

Sparkling stars, broken ice
On the cold morning grass
Broken mirrors of lies

Writing verses with my own blood
I gave my heart long ago
Deathgame in hatred or fatal love
I'll put it all in my song
Silently playing my old flute
Just don't go, my love, don't go

Red dawn in the northern land
From sunrise to sunset
I'll be there for you, my dream neverdead

Flying every night in those dreams
In the land I long for
I entered the shadows of dark sins
That I put in my song
Silnetly playing my old flute
Just sing, my dear, sing

Lost path leading to the forgotten truth
Brought me then to you
I saw the flame in the eyes so blue

Hiding all the lines devoted to you
No more tears I promised once
So I'll put them in this song
Silently playing my old flute
Just love, my soul, remember and love

Girl In White

A girl in white danced in a pale moonlight
One look could charm, one only sight
Her touch so warm, seduction lies in her eyes

Don't follow her, don't go
Don't talk to her, let her flow
But you didn't know
So it's too late to leave it all

A girl in white
Queen of dark night
She is a sin, she is your light
She is poison so sweet
She is your deepest dream
She is the one who makes you feel
A girl in white
A shade of mine

Her heart is lost in the sea so deep,
In the mirrors of blue
Her voice you hear in the dream so sweet
But the lines were true


A girl in white
Queen of dark night
She is a sin, she is your light
She is poison so sweet
She is your deepest dream
She is the one who makes you feel
A girl in white
A shade of mine


She sings to the light
Begging to bring him back one day
She cries in the night
Silently calling so dear name


A girl in white
Queen of dark night
She is a sin, she is your light
She is poison so sweet
She is your deepest dream
She is the one who makes you feel
A girl in white
A shade of mine


"I'm lost in those eyes
Two sparkling mirrors of blue...
Till that one sunrise
I'll be waiting for you.."

Feel With A Heart

All life is like in a fairytale

But without a prince and the princess

Magic wood, moonlight so pale,

Only elven steps dwell in silence

Sad lonely songs

Became once gone

When she met him

Like a beautiful dream

Midnight was close

Embracing two souls

Sweet words, eternal promises

Long talking till dawn

Verses of love deep dreams

If only she knew of years so long

He walked away

That winter day

She has been waiting for long

She knew he would once come

So they will meet

Like once in a dream

Day after day, night by the night

She sat sleepless near the window

Feeling dreamwarmth in cold moonlight

She waited for that tomorrow

She knew he would come

She wrote him a letter

Just to feel touch of hope

She knew it was right

Her heart felt it too

So she ran in the night

Just to find the truth

So years passed by

No words, no dear call

Just one cold night

He came back to her

No matter how long

No matter how far

If only two souls

Met under one star

It meant to be so

Just feel with your heart

Elven Eyes

Silent scream, secret shadow
Like a fleeting dream you entered my window

Take my hand and whisper to me
Just spell my name and stay near

Is it all real?
Is it a dream?
Oh hold me near
And be the first I'll see
In the early morning call
On the pale red dawn
On cold spring morn
Make me feel like at last
Redeem me through the past
Give me one kiss to show paradise
Dream me away, oh elven eyes

Blue sky sparkling so pale
In those eyes shade

Believe in this story and open the letter
Just write one only 'forever'

You knew there were no lies
In those crying eyes

Is it all real?
Is it a dream?
Oh hold me near
And be the first I'll see
In the early morning call
On the pale red dawn
On cold spring morn
Make me feel like at last
Redeem me through the past
Give me one kiss to show paradise
Dream me away, oh elven eyes

Elven eyes to bring me the light
In the darkest moment of night
Elven eyes to make me see sweet dreams
Blue eyes to make my heart sing

The One Whoever Had Dared

The one whoever

Had dared

To make her own rules

The one whoever

Had changed

Silence into the sound

 

Blind child, dreamy queen

Long talk till red dawn

A dream so wild still lying within

One heart, one love nevergone

 

Seven years I've been blind

On third my heart guided me

Into my realm of fantasy

Take a step into my lost mind

 

Not a doll, not a marionette 

Not a one-night beauty to forget

Or forever the one, or forever gone

 

You know I'm here, the child who dared

To take a step behind your game

So lost I am, so pale and scared

But with pure kind loving heart...

 

The one whom I want

Is standing behind the door

Leading to my dreamworld of fantasy

My cure and my only agony

 

The one whoever

Had dared

To play her own game

The one whoever

Had changed

All parts in this dark play

Don't Fade

The moonlight of your eyes...
My hell and my paradise
Worst nightmare and deepest feel
Two shadows becoming real


The one behind me
Like dark deep passion,
Blackest night, sweetest lust
My deepest fear, endless oblivion
The only pale uncertain feeling
Neverdying believing


Another in front me
Oh, deaarest dream
Like a white angel
Fallen from Heaven
Wings so bright, eyes full of light
Be mine for a while, be mine tonight


One dream to change the life
Verse written by chance
Lines wrote destiny that night
Take my moonlit dance


Dancing in the moonlight of silent night
I see your shade, just don't fade
Sinking in your eyes blue like ice of sky
My life lies in your hands, just don't break it
Sweet kiss, pain and love combined in one
One silent moment to last forever


Believe in a fairytale, close your eyes
I'll show you a miracle, sweet paradise
Kiss me and you'll feel
The taste of winter dream


The moonlight of your eyes...
My hell and my paradise
Worst nightmare and deepest feel
Two shadows becoming real

Hyvää Uutta Vuotta kaikille!

A bit late Happy New Year but still .. ;)

I hope that everyone has a great celebration and a really awesome party!

So surprises... Well, maybe it's finally time to tell that finally my lyrics found its place in a song written by one my friend!
And I hope that soon you can find and get the album of Undiluted soon!

Here is the song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nrMznpZk_Y


And here is the lyrics:

Sometimes I pray to be killed by you…..
Too much blood was spilled of me and you……
Dear I want to die nor from
But in your arms
Don´t go, save my soul
Lie with me under the stars

Chorus:
Take my hand and dream me away
To the land of never ending faith 
Just take me away
Call me, whisper once more my name
Just come here again
Take me back to your world, our heaven
Dream me away
To the place we called home one day

Forever you know my tears
They are for you
Still hurted soul swears
“I long for you” 
Our hearts will rise from the ashes
And the pale grey dust will turn into golden gleam
Soon we will be lost forever….

Give me your hand and let´s fly away
Let´s be gone with the last sunray 
To the worlds end we will sail 
Through the night of dreams we went 
For lost hope, forgotten faith we´ve prayed

Last farewell through the stars we´ve sent 
Deep inside I wished we could stay…

Chorus:
Take my hand and dream me away
To the land of never ending faith 
Just take me away
Call me, whisper once more my name
Just come here again
Take me back to your world, our heaven
Dream me away
To the place we called home one day

Take my hand and I´ll dream you 
So far through the sky of blue
Through the last night of truth 
I´ll never leave you…..




Enjoy! I really hope you all will like it!


See you!


Yours Trina