What I Used To Feel

In the shadow of the moon
I hide the tears in the dark
Before kind smile of you
I cannot sleep in the night

But what is the difference for you?
Because forever you knew
Forever knew but never cared...

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Trust is slowly dying without a cure lying in your heart
I've tried so many times but have you seen my pain?
No words will show you but my last breath
What I hide behind a smile every night

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Temptation became my oblivion
But I'm not scared
You said it's only a dream, pale imagination
'cause you're afraid

But I'm fed up with lies and fake loves
Now I'm done
Old stories are gone

Never cared of my madness every night
Never dared to imagine the tears every time
You never tried to believe me, why?
Never you felt that you always told me
Never you saw that insanity
In my heart, in my mind

But you'll never see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me

Until my last day you'll never see
What I believed in, it's all gone
Until my last breath you'll never feel
My presence till dawn won't fall
Everything is fading, slowly vanishing
All that could ever be

Call my name just to feel again
A touch of dream on your cheek
Bittersweet kiss of fading memory
Through falling dreamless sleep
Through overcoming pain

Call my name and you'll see
That I used to feel
Now it's vanishing
Everything I've always believed
You won't hear
My silent weep
You won't see
A single tear
Any dream of me