I couldn't think about anything because of this -.- headache... ohh..
The day flew with thoughts about personal things which eat me from inside...
I don't know how to escape these thoughts...The poems became letters to the person, who even doesn't care about these feelings of mine.
The whole day was spent with one song and writing poems.
I wished not to feel at all than to feel that I have now.
In such moments I wish to escape from all lies, from the whole world... somewhere so far far away.
That's maybe the most personal blog I've ever written.
Here are some poems that I wrote today.
The morning took me
With the warm sunshine
But nothing I could see
The dream is not mine
You thought I can't feel
Every touch of your will
But what could I do
I still love you...
I don't want to tell
You about my pain
It wouldn't make well
Not me, not you... but again
I can't kill this thought
So many tries I did
And what have I got?
In dead field I've found live seed
My thought lives still
In the heart and it will
Live forever in me,
In my and your memory
Nothing could kill pure love
You know this
If only I had a chance or a half
To receive one gentle kiss...
PS. But today were also some positive moments ;)
For example, my friend took some photos of me, so I'll post them here..but a bit later ;)
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